I'll never get what i want in life..
I wont ever be able to realize and achieve my dreams..
I'm never gonna be good enough for anyone or even anything..
I just have to accept and face this harsh
Saturday, 28 February 2009
when boredom strikes, it kills..
At Least I'm Known for Something - New Found Glory
I'm in and out of conversation
It's hard to keep my attention locked down
So don't take offence to anything i say
I tried so hard to keep you coming back my way
But you don't know the half and the one to blame for it
Cause I'm best known for failure
Best known for giving up
There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough
Cause I'm best known for failure (hey)
Best known for giving up (hey)
There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough
I've figured out my situation
I am an endless source of useless information
Give me bad news 'cause it's already been expected
I let my front down
And i know i will regret it
But you don't know the half and the one to blame for it
Cause I'm best known for failure
Best known for giving up
There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough
Cause I'm best known for failure (hey)
Best known for giving up (hey)
There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough
Lets get down to business now
I'm saving myself the trouble in the end
So lets get down to business now
I'm saving myself the trouble in the end
(Saving myself the trouble)
But you don't know the half and the one to blame for it
(hey) Cause I'm best known for failure (hey)
Best known for giving up (hey)
There's nothing that I can say that can matter
I'm the one to blame for this
Yes I'm the one to blame
Best known for failure
Best known for giving up
There's nothing I can say that can matter
That can matter enough
Anyways, this is what the school namely ms Christina tan emailed to all of us JC2s..
owh so nice right? how sweet of them to motivate us fr common test even though they make it sound as if we're taking A levels already.. lol
You Do It... Always!
Dear JC2s,
"I know the task's uphill...
But don't give up!
Give it your best shot...
And I know...
You'll get to the top...
...as always!"
There're only 9 days left to Common Test. Remember...A little more effort, a little more persistence, whatever seemed fruitless will soon turn to glorious success. Press on! You can do it! :)
Mrs Christina Tan
She's the best and nicest econs teacher around la i guess..
Oh n did i 4gt to mention that she's our year head too?
So motivational even tho we might not feel it in school..
HAHA goodnight!
Friday, 27 February 2009
yea, right...
apa saja...
niways, See things from another perspective today and you'll see another side of yourself.
niways, See things from another perspective today and you'll see another side of yourself.
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
exposure
omg I'm starting to "like" school nowadays..
this is due to the various disciplinary matters i have been involved in such as the late coming, Early Bird Programme, long hair and beach cleaning VCW on the 14Th of march.
and also because there's at least sthg to look forward to,
which is to do well in As n go on into the uni, most preferably NUS FASS/SDE..
in order to do so, we must motivate and help each other out especially my classmates and other schoolmates such as hanif rafiqah haikal prasaanth and so on..
& cannot just study on ur own although we have to depend on ourselves..
but yea lets just share the knowledge with whoever so that it will not only benefit yourself, but also the others..
let's work towards this common goal: NUS
hmm so yea went to the NUS FASS just now to listen to the Geog dept. uni n career talk.
i was with hanif all the way as usual since haikal's now so bonded with his classmates..
haha!
it was somewhat interesting with the introduction of urban land planning in the URA. but the best part is that i got to see a few of my old friends and gladly they still recognize me despite of my change in hairstyle and the wearing of specs.
Hmm sat right behind hanee and nadhirah both of which whom are from my pri sch n they're now both in TJC..
went out of the LT11 n tegured muslihah and diyana bt saw maria too in the LT..
they were my MI PAE classmates and now all 3 of them is in IJC.
then next up saw one TKsian 4B 07 from AJC, as well as catch up awhile with cheryl lim from TK 4H07 who's in AJC too..
ahah.. what a small world after all.
oh n wow its just so fun that at least there are people around u who have the same interest in geography..
so, if i got the chance to enter uni and major in geog, i would have already known some of the people..
i meant yea..
must be more friendly, peramah and just tegur or else ppl will think that you're sombong or action and have forgoten them, according to amira..
haha. bt that helps alot.. thx!
have to smile always too(:
so yea anything in life right now; just be grateful of what we already have and be thankfully of our current situation now matter how sucky it is.
bersyukur dan bertawakal lah kamu kepada Illahi.
Oh & one last important thing i learnt from today is that we have to break the stereotyping of people and banish those negative views from others..
just do what we like/want without the need to be mindful of what others think since different ppl have their own interests and ability whats..
the bus ride back to SRJC was a pleasant one i guess, much more better than the going-there part..
the haikal jonas class was so kecoh as we saw rainbows along the way.
it was really so beautiful and magnificent though.
it even covers the entire sky i think?
haha nvm=D
this is due to the various disciplinary matters i have been involved in such as the late coming, Early Bird Programme, long hair and beach cleaning VCW on the 14Th of march.
and also because there's at least sthg to look forward to,
which is to do well in As n go on into the uni, most preferably NUS FASS/SDE..
in order to do so, we must motivate and help each other out especially my classmates and other schoolmates such as hanif rafiqah haikal prasaanth and so on..
& cannot just study on ur own although we have to depend on ourselves..
but yea lets just share the knowledge with whoever so that it will not only benefit yourself, but also the others..
let's work towards this common goal: NUS
hmm so yea went to the NUS FASS just now to listen to the Geog dept. uni n career talk.
i was with hanif all the way as usual since haikal's now so bonded with his classmates..
haha!
it was somewhat interesting with the introduction of urban land planning in the URA. but the best part is that i got to see a few of my old friends and gladly they still recognize me despite of my change in hairstyle and the wearing of specs.
Hmm sat right behind hanee and nadhirah both of which whom are from my pri sch n they're now both in TJC..
went out of the LT11 n tegured muslihah and diyana bt saw maria too in the LT..
they were my MI PAE classmates and now all 3 of them is in IJC.
then next up saw one TKsian 4B 07 from AJC, as well as catch up awhile with cheryl lim from TK 4H07 who's in AJC too..
ahah.. what a small world after all.
oh n wow its just so fun that at least there are people around u who have the same interest in geography..
so, if i got the chance to enter uni and major in geog, i would have already known some of the people..
i meant yea..
must be more friendly, peramah and just tegur or else ppl will think that you're sombong or action and have forgoten them, according to amira..
haha. bt that helps alot.. thx!
have to smile always too(:
so yea anything in life right now; just be grateful of what we already have and be thankfully of our current situation now matter how sucky it is.
bersyukur dan bertawakal lah kamu kepada Illahi.
Oh & one last important thing i learnt from today is that we have to break the stereotyping of people and banish those negative views from others..
just do what we like/want without the need to be mindful of what others think since different ppl have their own interests and ability whats..
the bus ride back to SRJC was a pleasant one i guess, much more better than the going-there part..
the haikal jonas class was so kecoh as we saw rainbows along the way.
it was really so beautiful and magnificent though.
it even covers the entire sky i think?
haha nvm=D
Monday, 23 February 2009
Wednesday, 18 February 2009
another lame post-.-
school on Wednesdays are the most dreading tho its the most slackest day according to the time table..
tml's another long day with last period Malay ending at 6pm.
bt can't wait fr tml's NUS talk actually..
design & environment design & environment pls.
looking forward to it coz I'm hoping to enter it someday. lol.
cannot depend so much on others..
must be independent and self motivated..
must depend more on your own self.
everythings depends on you yourself mah?
there have to be independent learning..
& I've got to help myself first before others will want to help..
no one can change you except yourself.
so yea make the changes like i said before to adapt & suit the environment around you.
...oh shit what am i doing spending my time on the comp, internet n msn?
why am i even wasting my time just to write all this down.
so tk perlu ah..
cannot get distracted..
come on gotta stay focus!
back to study table?
ciao.
tml's another long day with last period Malay ending at 6pm.
bt can't wait fr tml's NUS talk actually..
design & environment design & environment pls.
looking forward to it coz I'm hoping to enter it someday. lol.
cannot depend so much on others..
must be independent and self motivated..
must depend more on your own self.
everythings depends on you yourself mah?
there have to be independent learning..
& I've got to help myself first before others will want to help..
no one can change you except yourself.
so yea make the changes like i said before to adapt & suit the environment around you.
...oh shit what am i doing spending my time on the comp, internet n msn?
why am i even wasting my time just to write all this down.
so tk perlu ah..
cannot get distracted..
come on gotta stay focus!
back to study table?
ciao.
global shift
OH OH & I THINK IM MOVING HOUSE AGAIN! -.-
TO WOODLANDS NOW.
I THINK IT'S GETTING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY FROM EVERYONE ESPECIALLY MY OLD FRIENDS. =(
HAIZ.
MAYBE ONE DAY WHO KNOWS I'LL BE MOVING OUT OF THE COUNTRY AND EVENTUALLY TO THE DIFFERENT "WORLD"
WALLAHUALAM.
TO WOODLANDS NOW.
I THINK IT'S GETTING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY FROM EVERYONE ESPECIALLY MY OLD FRIENDS. =(
HAIZ.
MAYBE ONE DAY WHO KNOWS I'LL BE MOVING OUT OF THE COUNTRY AND EVENTUALLY TO THE DIFFERENT "WORLD"
WALLAHUALAM.
What did you learn today? I learnt SOMEthing.
What i learnt in school for the past 11-14 years of education?
I learnt alot.
Apparently, I'm loving school more than ever for the very first time.
I finally realized that the teachers are there for you to help and guide you through your major examinations.
Somehow i have a changed perception over a few teachers which i think is good la since i don't see them as my "enemy" anymore.
If you dunno means you really dunno la then must seek for clarifications to make your understanding clear, sharp and precise.
You must show them that you're interested in wanting to know more, gaining more knowledge and seek more learning.
Gotta absorb as many as possible in school so that we can have more leisure time after school hours.
Mustn't be egoistic or complacent tho if you think you are already studying very hard and trying so hard.
Coz all you gotta do is to make a change
A Change to your self, to your own self.
A Change to your friends.
A Change to the people around you or your surrounding environment.
We gotta change and move on since its the only constant right now.
Shall be self motivated from now on to keep myself awake for the A lvls.
Thanks for opening up my eyes and mind as well as waking me up from a deep sleep throughout my entire schooling years..
HAHA!
Must change in terms of attitude, mentality as well as having optimistic views; not just becoming more or staying positive, cheerful, happy, friendly, up, hyper, enthu, etc.
Oh and also, uve gotta prioritize what you wanna do in life most next, which one is more or most important to you, who matters the most or more, and gotta keep striving no matter what people think or say about you.
Have to have that own believe that you're capable of doing something you're good at or you have potential in it.
If others can do it, why can't i right?
It's called the ability to succeed. (1 of the values TKSS has taught me)
You know yourself best.
So you should also know what's good and what's not as well as what's best for you.
What goes around comes around.
Rmb tht life is short and should be spent wisely in every useful manner.
I learnt alot.
Apparently, I'm loving school more than ever for the very first time.
I finally realized that the teachers are there for you to help and guide you through your major examinations.
Somehow i have a changed perception over a few teachers which i think is good la since i don't see them as my "enemy" anymore.
If you dunno means you really dunno la then must seek for clarifications to make your understanding clear, sharp and precise.
You must show them that you're interested in wanting to know more, gaining more knowledge and seek more learning.
Gotta absorb as many as possible in school so that we can have more leisure time after school hours.
Mustn't be egoistic or complacent tho if you think you are already studying very hard and trying so hard.
Coz all you gotta do is to make a change
A Change to your self, to your own self.
A Change to your friends.
A Change to the people around you or your surrounding environment.
We gotta change and move on since its the only constant right now.
Shall be self motivated from now on to keep myself awake for the A lvls.
Thanks for opening up my eyes and mind as well as waking me up from a deep sleep throughout my entire schooling years..
HAHA!
Must change in terms of attitude, mentality as well as having optimistic views; not just becoming more or staying positive, cheerful, happy, friendly, up, hyper, enthu, etc.
Oh and also, uve gotta prioritize what you wanna do in life most next, which one is more or most important to you, who matters the most or more, and gotta keep striving no matter what people think or say about you.
Have to have that own believe that you're capable of doing something you're good at or you have potential in it.
If others can do it, why can't i right?
It's called the ability to succeed. (1 of the values TKSS has taught me)
You know yourself best.
So you should also know what's good and what's not as well as what's best for you.
What goes around comes around.
Rmb tht life is short and should be spent wisely in every useful manner.
Sunday, 15 February 2009
hidup harus terus hidup
HAHA THIS IS ONLY A JOKE. DONT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY-.-
Gua dah tak heran ah dengan ini hidop.
Ape nak jadi jadilah.
Takde hal punya ah.
Don't feel troubled too easily la, shakur.
There's much more in and to life man.
So i should just chill la.
I'll just tell myself that i can do it and nothing's gonna stop me from doing and achieving my dreams or what i want in life.
Let it be if im a changed man now.
Cos everyone changes and everyone's really changing or have already changed right now.
Aku berserah kepada takdir Illahi untuk menentukan jalan hidupku kerana selama ini, ku telah pun bertungkus lumus dengan sedaya upayanya berusaha untuk mengubah kehidupanku yang serba tak sempurna ini. Namun jika Allah S.W.T. tidak mengizinkan, aku rela untuk hanya berdiam diri. Tiada apa yang dapat aku lakukan lagi selain untuk sentiasa mengingatiNya dan tunduk berdoa kepadaNya kerana kita hanyalah manusia biasa.
From now onwards, gua dah rilek ah..
Ape orang lain nak buat, buat lah.
Tak pasal ah.
Asalkan dorg bahagia. Aku takkan sama sekali rasa apa2.
Janji dorg tk kacau aku, aku tk kacau dorg.
Ok best.
&thx amira fr always keeping me alive and all cheered up..
i should always be thankful to God and be appreciative of the people around me though life can be sucky at times cos i kow that there are others out there who is living a more unfortunate life than me.
bersyukurlah kamu wahai insan budiman.
can't ask for any better buddy.
love ya, HAHA! =D
Selamats ahh...
Gua dah tak heran ah dengan ini hidop.
Ape nak jadi jadilah.
Takde hal punya ah.
Don't feel troubled too easily la, shakur.
There's much more in and to life man.
So i should just chill la.
I'll just tell myself that i can do it and nothing's gonna stop me from doing and achieving my dreams or what i want in life.
Let it be if im a changed man now.
Cos everyone changes and everyone's really changing or have already changed right now.
Aku berserah kepada takdir Illahi untuk menentukan jalan hidupku kerana selama ini, ku telah pun bertungkus lumus dengan sedaya upayanya berusaha untuk mengubah kehidupanku yang serba tak sempurna ini. Namun jika Allah S.W.T. tidak mengizinkan, aku rela untuk hanya berdiam diri. Tiada apa yang dapat aku lakukan lagi selain untuk sentiasa mengingatiNya dan tunduk berdoa kepadaNya kerana kita hanyalah manusia biasa.
From now onwards, gua dah rilek ah..
Ape orang lain nak buat, buat lah.
Tak pasal ah.
Asalkan dorg bahagia. Aku takkan sama sekali rasa apa2.
Janji dorg tk kacau aku, aku tk kacau dorg.
Ok best.
&thx amira fr always keeping me alive and all cheered up..
i should always be thankful to God and be appreciative of the people around me though life can be sucky at times cos i kow that there are others out there who is living a more unfortunate life than me.
bersyukurlah kamu wahai insan budiman.
can't ask for any better buddy.
love ya, HAHA! =D
Selamats ahh...
Saturday, 14 February 2009
all i need right now are great friends=D
Hey peeps out there..
Happy valentines/friendship day aites=D (thou i don't celebrate it)
Love is in the air, so spread it around! LOLs.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank all my dear friends and family who have always been there for me and helped me along in supporting me to go through this life.
I appreciate all you people's sacrifices, helpfulness, cheerfulness, or even friendliness..
I would like to also mention some names whom have always matter the most for me or have cheered me up n talk to me in a regular basis, be it on the phone, sms, msn or even real life.
So here you go, in random order:
My bros in arms; kal, zaq, han, mad, mar, shaf, shap, wan.
All my members from SRJC/2A08.
Others; Amira TK, Selynna TK, Fana Dunman-TPJC.
& to those whom I've not mentioned or forgot to say, don't feel bad... coz u guys are still and will always be my friend too.
All the best in life ppl, gd luck fr the future and gdbye fr nw.
Ciaoz!
Happy valentines/friendship day aites=D (thou i don't celebrate it)
Love is in the air, so spread it around! LOLs.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank all my dear friends and family who have always been there for me and helped me along in supporting me to go through this life.
I appreciate all you people's sacrifices, helpfulness, cheerfulness, or even friendliness..
I would like to also mention some names whom have always matter the most for me or have cheered me up n talk to me in a regular basis, be it on the phone, sms, msn or even real life.
So here you go, in random order:
My bros in arms; kal, zaq, han, mad, mar, shaf, shap, wan.
All my members from SRJC/2A08.
Others; Amira TK, Selynna TK, Fana Dunman-TPJC.
& to those whom I've not mentioned or forgot to say, don't feel bad... coz u guys are still and will always be my friend too.
All the best in life ppl, gd luck fr the future and gdbye fr nw.
Ciaoz!
Thursday, 12 February 2009
The Bright Side of Suffering
took from the note being tagged in my facebook..
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- as your voice fades - emery
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Romance Is A Slowdance - Atticus
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Drowning lessons - My Chemical Romance
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Track 1 - Unknown Album (ah?)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Jangan Tinggal Daku - Amuk .___.
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- From The Heart - Hoobastank
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Langit Tak Mendengar - Peterpan
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- A Praise Chorus - Jimmy Eat World (huh?)
WHAT IS 2+2?
- take it away - the used
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Bila Dah Jemu Kita Ditinggalkan - Screen (eww sry its jiwang)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Going Under - Evanescence
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Vanilla Sky - Bury Your Dead
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- BLIND - LIFEHOUSE (ZOMFG, NO!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Away From The Sun - Three Doors Down
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Chippie - A Change Of Pace
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Radio- Alkaline Trio
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- kiss me, i'm contagious - From First To Last (died frm a disease?)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- 7 minutes in heaven - Fall Out Boy
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- Life Is Wonderful - Jason Mraz (how contradicting)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
- Autumn - Haste the Day
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
- Cemetery Drive - My Chemical Romance
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- Giving Up - Silverstein (this one agreeable, hahs)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- Collision - As I Lay Dying (err?)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
- Dreams - The Cranberries (nightmares i sppose)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- Whenever I Fall - Crowded House
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- Still Searching - Senses Fail
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- Mend The Wound Of A Plague - As Hope Dies
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- The Bright Side of Suffering - Scary Kids Scaring Kids
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- as your voice fades - emery
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Romance Is A Slowdance - Atticus
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Drowning lessons - My Chemical Romance
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Track 1 - Unknown Album (ah?)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Jangan Tinggal Daku - Amuk .___.
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- From The Heart - Hoobastank
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Langit Tak Mendengar - Peterpan
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- A Praise Chorus - Jimmy Eat World (huh?)
WHAT IS 2+2?
- take it away - the used
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Bila Dah Jemu Kita Ditinggalkan - Screen (eww sry its jiwang)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Going Under - Evanescence
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Vanilla Sky - Bury Your Dead
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- BLIND - LIFEHOUSE (ZOMFG, NO!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Away From The Sun - Three Doors Down
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Chippie - A Change Of Pace
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Radio- Alkaline Trio
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- kiss me, i'm contagious - From First To Last (died frm a disease?)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- 7 minutes in heaven - Fall Out Boy
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- Life Is Wonderful - Jason Mraz (how contradicting)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
- Autumn - Haste the Day
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
- Cemetery Drive - My Chemical Romance
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- Giving Up - Silverstein (this one agreeable, hahs)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- Collision - As I Lay Dying (err?)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
- Dreams - The Cranberries (nightmares i sppose)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- Whenever I Fall - Crowded House
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- Still Searching - Senses Fail
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- Mend The Wound Of A Plague - As Hope Dies
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- The Bright Side of Suffering - Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Tuesday, 10 February 2009
if only its just so lovely..
Oh y are people always being unhappy with their life..
or like for me for instance, sometimes or rather most of the time i do feel sad/down/upset and don't feel happy in life too..
but shouldn't we be thankful to God that we're still breathing and living every minute, every second of our lives with some aim, purpose or direction in life?
maybe cos there's lack of love elsewhere..
people might have forgotten the real meaning of love in life..
like yeah, where is the love? - black eyed peas
maybe we don't even know whats the meaning of true love in terms of humanitarian and stuffs like that..
we often get too selfish and self-centered as we only care about our own selves in this fast-paced global world rather than improving the lives of the others..
this is because, we have to stay focus and competitive to fight for a place in this world once again.
so there's not much time to care and concern for others. this could lead to the behaviour of arrogance, complacency and ignorance.
Again, we all feel like we wanna love somebody..
but what if there's nobody to love us.
won't we feel like kena rejected or neglected for not being loved, even by our friends and family.
it's as tough as being ignored by people around us=(
to love and to be loved is such 2 different complicating stuffs..
haiz..
lol
ps: my posts are just full of crap stuffs and junkies to release some stress and tension in me..
Lover I Don't Have to Love - Bright Eyes
or like for me for instance, sometimes or rather most of the time i do feel sad/down/upset and don't feel happy in life too..
but shouldn't we be thankful to God that we're still breathing and living every minute, every second of our lives with some aim, purpose or direction in life?
maybe cos there's lack of love elsewhere..
people might have forgotten the real meaning of love in life..
like yeah, where is the love? - black eyed peas
maybe we don't even know whats the meaning of true love in terms of humanitarian and stuffs like that..
we often get too selfish and self-centered as we only care about our own selves in this fast-paced global world rather than improving the lives of the others..
this is because, we have to stay focus and competitive to fight for a place in this world once again.
so there's not much time to care and concern for others. this could lead to the behaviour of arrogance, complacency and ignorance.
Again, we all feel like we wanna love somebody..
but what if there's nobody to love us.
won't we feel like kena rejected or neglected for not being loved, even by our friends and family.
it's as tough as being ignored by people around us=(
to love and to be loved is such 2 different complicating stuffs..
haiz..
lol
ps: my posts are just full of crap stuffs and junkies to release some stress and tension in me..
Lover I Don't Have to Love - Bright Eyes
Local uni? =/
Eh which NUS talks to go to eh?
Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences or School of Design and Environment or Business School?
Hmm but in the first place its not even possible to compete among the rest of the JCs if we wanna enter NUS..
But oh well lets just give our best shot as its worth trying ryt? (the only reason why we're in a jc)
FASS confirm must be a back up one since all of us in the arts cohort are studying it and may only be qualified for that. Most prolly under the geography course first before last resort Malay studies?
As for SDE, i would to try out the architecture or even real estate course cos im quite interested with anything that has to do with buildings or houses..
HAHA more of passion but i don't have any ideas on these courses. also, I'm aware that i wouldn't be able to cope or even qualify into these school since i don't have any design and art background plus not like i can draw, in fact its atrocious?
Lastly would be BS?, coz its the next alternative everyone would also look out for which is to start or run their own business if its too difficult to find any job.
Almost anyone or everyone can take up business but thru econs experience, its quite difficult plus dry if just study business alone actually.
So yea there you go?
1.FASS 2.SDE 3.BS
Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences or School of Design and Environment or Business School?
Hmm but in the first place its not even possible to compete among the rest of the JCs if we wanna enter NUS..
But oh well lets just give our best shot as its worth trying ryt? (the only reason why we're in a jc)
FASS confirm must be a back up one since all of us in the arts cohort are studying it and may only be qualified for that. Most prolly under the geography course first before last resort Malay studies?
As for SDE, i would to try out the architecture or even real estate course cos im quite interested with anything that has to do with buildings or houses..
HAHA more of passion but i don't have any ideas on these courses. also, I'm aware that i wouldn't be able to cope or even qualify into these school since i don't have any design and art background plus not like i can draw, in fact its atrocious?
Lastly would be BS?, coz its the next alternative everyone would also look out for which is to start or run their own business if its too difficult to find any job.
Almost anyone or everyone can take up business but thru econs experience, its quite difficult plus dry if just study business alone actually.
So yea there you go?
1.FASS 2.SDE 3.BS
Sunday, 8 February 2009
?!
boleh jadi giler sial macm gini..
bleh mati dok!
ahhh
how to stay or even be positive when everything's around you seems or it is so negative..
ahhh stress tk tentu pasal.. i meant scared of dunno what..
just becoz of this whole school system thingy..
super buat kiterorg jadi tk btol ah..
psycho-ed=((
tml's gonna be another day of endless tortures, mentally if not physically.
bleh mati dok!
ahhh
how to stay or even be positive when everything's around you seems or it is so negative..
ahhh stress tk tentu pasal.. i meant scared of dunno what..
just becoz of this whole school system thingy..
super buat kiterorg jadi tk btol ah..
psycho-ed=((
tml's gonna be another day of endless tortures, mentally if not physically.
Friday, 6 February 2009
jc2?
school's have always been complicated..
anyways, no comments abt the new j1s since dunno much abt any of them..
so ya.
its just so pressurizing, pressing & pushing hard on us every moment, leaving us getting hardknocks along the way..
bt wait, it just got tougher by the minute..
ahh stress, confused, uncertained..
wtv!
k die..
we are not the machines,
we are not machines,
i cant help but to feel that.
anyways, no comments abt the new j1s since dunno much abt any of them..
so ya.
its just so pressurizing, pressing & pushing hard on us every moment, leaving us getting hardknocks along the way..
bt wait, it just got tougher by the minute..
ahh stress, confused, uncertained..
wtv!
k die..
we are not the machines,
we are not machines,
i cant help but to feel that.
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