Back to emo life i guess..

Woah..
Time really passes by so fast.
It does flies whether you're having fun or not.
But it still continue ticking.
So i guess my time's running out for all those post-O-Level activities because next week school's gonna start for me and many others though.

However it only applies to those who particapated in PAE 07 which is jc/mi trials for the first few weeks based on our own sec sch prelim results.
So i was posted to M.I. which is the only school i can go to because of L1R5 > 20 as you all already know i supposed.

I thought our holidays would be much more longer just like how it feels straightly right after O-Levels.
However it's so different now.
That time we were like man, cant wait for results and going back to school.
Now it's like the same normal old thought of i don't want school to start that soon though this time round there's no homework to think about.

HAHA.
OK.

So yeah.
Here's a quick review of my intended activities UN-DONE!

First of all i still yet have soccer training, matches and playing street soccer and stuffs with my fellow ashburtonians.(& close friends/relatives)

Secondly I've yet to get new shoes for my post-secondary education.
Oh and there's still alot to prepare such as sec school uniform for PAE, then bags, pencil case, wallet, specs, socks, belt, and other school stuffs.

Thirdly I've got a chalet to attend to still,(though i haven't attend any this hols.)
Syariff is having a family and close friends and relatives chalet this coming Friday to Monday.(28-31 DEC 07)
So yeah he invited me at least to the Escape theme park and chalet soccer and chalet cycling or something.

HAHA.

Oh and yes speaking of cycling, i have yet to go around this island, mainly the east-side(punggol, sengkang, hougang, bedok, tampines, pasir ris, east cost) with my friends which are haikal, syariff, hafiz and anyone else who are interested to tag along.

I do still owe haikal a guitar lesson together as in come to his "recording studio" house and play together especially the strumming and chords part.
HAHA.
How i wish i had already form a band but we havent even go jamming together yet.
I suggested for PASSIONATE POISON for our band name comprising me, haikal, charles and shafie. Sub members are khabir, izhaq, zairil, ammar.
But this dream of mine didnt turn out really quite well though as we are all not prepared and there are so many things going on such as misunderstanding among friends and not even know how or which instruments to play.

Furthermore, i have to go to houses to retrieve back my valuable items such as turf shoes at syariff house, my bro's sneakers at zairil's house and my bag containing laundry items at izhaq's house.

So that's some of the deals.
However there are still other leisure activities which i never experience before such as going to the snow city to touch the "snow" and play with it.
LOLs.
Oh and plans for paintball and go-kart seems to be impossible.
Don't you all think so because of cost, time and venue.
HAHA.

Then there's science center MUMMIES exhibition to go to and discovery center is always nice to drop by if i go to the west side, jurong.
& there is always this syiok jurong east swimming complex to relax and have fun with water.
It's rather cheap there compared to the WildWildWet.
Coz it still have slides and lazy pool and waterfall and sea waves to play around with there at the normal swimming pool rate.
Good deal there.
HAHA.

&& the most important thing is to figure out how am i supposed to go to M.I. for the first few weeks at least.
I'm so gonna try out different bus and/or mrt routes that go to bukit batok ave 8.
Have to find out which way is the fastest so i can reach school early or at least on time.
HAHA.
I don't want sec sch life experience to repeat itself.
Where i always come late and kena detention and duties and stuffs.
Writing down name at the log book and general office and being reprimanded by MRS LIM is not a good thing though is quite fun when you do all those punishment.
HAHAHA.

Oh and how could i forget movies, bowling and shopping spree.

I had just watched red line recently, last Monday on the 24Th Dec 07 with syafiq, syariff, shafie and charles.
Sadly haikal didn't follow and it was rather not that fun though, quite akward for two separate groups, syafiq and syariff on one side and shafie and charles on the other.
I'm like the middle man for them as in i blend quite well in both ways.

HAHA.

Hmm how long i didn't bowl?
Quiet long i guess.
The last time was during O-Level with zairil, haikal and shafie but that wasn't really a great game of bowling.
Just to release some stress while studying together.
Missed those cool and nice bowling alleys such as at SAFRA tampines Cathay bowl.
Missed those good old days hanging out with sabri, zul, azri, hafiz, ariffin and some others there.
We bowl, eat, lepaked and their hiding place for smoking.
But the weird thing is i never joined in to smoke.
Good for me.*Gives myself a pat*
NEVER EVER WILL I DO OK.
=)

& so about shopping, year end sales are here and there are many great discounts.
Unfortunately i don't have that much money to buy stuffs.
Those i want or even those i need.
So i must start shopping or maybe at least window shop for wallet, watch, socks, shoes and other misc items while they come in cheap this festive season of giving.

So ya basically that's the real deal.
Those are my UN-touched plans which i have to accomplish within this 1 week of hols left.
There are actually much more to it. As in many other stuffs to do this hols but it doesn't seem quite right didn't it?

So good luck to all you peeps out there who's taking O-Levels this year and aiming to get into JC or otherwise.
Have fun in your new schools no matter where you get into or which friends are in the same school as you are.
Just try to meet and make more new friends in your new environment later on next year.
I'm telling ya'll this coz that's what I'm hoping for.
Getting to know more new people in M.I. and hopefully i can adapt to the new environment and not stay awkward or whatsoever coz i only know 4 ppl going there for PAE from TKSS.
They are me 4h, johnathan kum 4h, syafiqah(syaq) 4f and syafiqah(eecar) 4k.
Izhaq was posted there too but i supposed he didn't want to go there.
So yeah he's not going for PAE.
How pathetically sad=(
But nevertheless shall be looking forward to it since i have two cousins there.
Fariz and Mutalib.

Oh and did i forget to tell you that today is syafiqah's(eecar) birthday.
So yeah happy 16th birthday to you and sorry if i didn't get you anything.

Last but not least i need to get a haircut real soon though i do not think my hair is that long for school.
But my dad keep pestering me to cut coz he don't like my long fringe and messy undone "medium"not "long' hair.

Goodnight my dear readers if you have been reading this.
Good luck in what ever you do.
All the best.
Merry Christmas to those celebrating them and have a wonderful prosperous year ahead.
Happy 2008 NEW YEAR in advance.
Goodbye.

Empty

After sending my little cousin home and after Friday prayers,
I went to ashburton soccer training.
It was dame syiok as in its quite beneficial as we are improving and putting our best through rain and shine.
Played crosses, set pieces and attack v.s. defence.
And i think the 4-on-4 was the best;)
Me, Syariff, Taufiq, Izhaq, 'Ammar, Haikal, Charles and Shafie were present.
However they all came abit late as usual.
Say 3pm bt end up like 4pm.
So i had to wait for them since i was the earliest to arrive for the first time.
HAHA.
And wow yay!
Izhaq's back in ashburton.

Then today went to watch movie at golden village cinema at vivo city at harbour front for the first time.
HAHA.
Went with my cuz and bro and aunt and her friend, an ITE teacher.
I was invited beacuse my aunt got this free Alvin and the chipmunks movie ticket from some ITE movie outing.
LOL. I know it's what ah..
Should have watched hitman or something right?
But trust me the show's not that kiddy.
It's not that good though for a hit charting movie but quite funny and can be made as an early Christmas movie treat.

Then went off to Plaza Sing to buy string for my bro's acoustic guitar.
Thought they could restring it for us there.
But they don't offer that service.
How could they, as in they have music lessons there and their shop is quite big too for official music stuffs.
But still none of them know how or help us restring the guitar?
Tired of thinking where else can help us restring, we string it back on our own.
And there you go.
My bro's guitar is back in shape with perfect tunings and all.
&& i think i can play your photograph is proof-taking back Sunday; and your guardian angel-red jumpsuit apparatus..
I guess learning and watching my bro play the guitar tend to make me improve a little.
Haha. ask me to play the A, C, D, Em, G chords.
I'm getting there=)

Then watched Asian idol a while and i don't think they rock.
Used comp to check friendster and chat with my psychologist before writing this "empty" post.

& when i grow up, i think i would like to be a the one who studies/masters philosophy.
HAHAHA i bet you all laugh at that thought of mine.=p

Now I'm off to bed.
Good night everybody!:)

MI TITANS!

Yay!
Millennia Institute, here i come..
Woots!
Ima take arts/commerce course.
As in im going to take either geography, economics, management of business, principal of accounts, malay language and literature, mathematics, chemistry.
HAHA.
But im sure ima take up geography and econs.
Bt the other 2 subjs? i don't know yet.
Ok so yeah bye for now.
&&& for those who's going MI for the PAE 08, cya on 2nd jan08 at 8am=)))

The silence in black and white...

My december hols this time round are quieter than before.
The silence in black and white!

You taught my heart!

I think i need to do something about my life or ill stay misery for life!
Hmph.

I'll have lots to list down for this 2008 new year resolution.
From now on I'm so going to focus on study much more than ever.
Studies will come first before everything or anything else.
I don't want to regret later on in life just like how i have regret not studying properly during secondary school life.=(
I must have a daily timetable then.
I must start planning on one, do one and follow one exactly so that i can benefit and occupy my precious time much much more effectively than before.
I won't be wasting any time doing stuffs that doesn't benefit me then.
I must grab hold of life-given opportunities.
I must have an aim or target so that i have something to rely on and a way to lead my life properly.

& i shall not follow people blindly like i had.
I shall listen & trust my own heart more than unreliable sources e.g. unreal friends.
I'll strive to be a better person in the near future and be good guy.
I don't want to be a bad dad later on!

& i think if people leave interests/hobbies for studies, than that's actually quiet good.
But if he/she doesn't take advantage of the free times for excluding their interests/hobbies, than i think it's such a pity.
& for myself, i moved house to a newer and quieter environment which was good for studies.
But sadly again i didn't make full use of it for studying purposes.

Actually the way my parents brought me up and discipline me with strictness were good though.
But as a child, i never agreed with their ways and didn't obey them that much.
Or else i could be a rather successful student as in if i took the time for my studies, character, attitude and behaviour.
&& i guess every child now would have thought the same way as i did too.
BUT they are going too realise it just too late too, i guess.

Should have really cared about my education earlier on so as not to regret like what I'm feeling now!

I didn't know why but didn't ask questions..

I swear that I'm very confused with every single thing in my life.
I'm soo lost that i don't even know; what's really happening, what's gonna happen, what to do, where to go, when it's gonna end, which people who really undesrstands me and to whom to trust, who am i to befriend with, and lastly, where my life gonna take me.
I have lots of doubts in life but i never cleared it.
I didn't know why, but didn't ask questions.
That's lot in life to think for really and i don't know what's right and best for me and other people, how to make the right choice or decision and many other more stuffs.
Man I'm dammed confused with almost everything.
I'm a very confused guy i think.
God please help me and save me from this thoughts i have in my life.
Maybe I'm better off without you.
Maybe i you should leave me alone and don't disturb me.
Maybe i ought to be left alone in this cold world.
Hmm?!..
I still have no real objective in life, i dunno who i really am, what I'm gonna be when i grow up, and what I'm supposed to do every Milli-endless-seconds.
Like there's so much should i or should i not, must i or must i not, could i or could i not, would i or would i not situations.
It's so complicating.
Maybe one night i should just take that night off and rest& relax through long night walks.
Maybe i should think and reflect what i have done right and what i have not in the past.
Maybe i should find solutions for my problems.
Or maybe i should just leave it alone and make it seems like nothing has happened, as in every thing's perfect when it's not though.
Should i worry over it more or should i just let it go and think that it's OK.
How am i to know..
Haiz.
I think i can forgive and forget but the people Ive offended either intentionally or not, can't.
And people always say that i rant alot.
But it couldn't be help.
I can't help it.
If i don't who will understand me and who will help me out?
However when i pour my feelings out too, it seems like nobody cared or no one understands me.
& also none have really helped me out when I'm facing such difficult situations or problems.
Maybe if I'm more emotional and kept everything to myself and not vent it out, everything will be better for others but not for me i guess.
I must change my lousy attitude/behaviour/character because Ive been causing alot of problems and troubles to many people.
Ive been making alot of people to hate me i guess.
And i don't one people to hate me.
I don't like making enemies as it is not very pleasant and i want some peace in my life.
I think I'm quite a troubled kid though many don't think so and even i myself don't think so too.
Because it's not that obvious for most but for some it is.
So please if anybody could help me out, do approach and counsel me then.
Thanks alot.

Clap

Ok this is soo cool.
Graphic icons getting cooler in my opinion.
Its such cool and fun stuff.
How can a picture contains motion like some video when it's oni a picture still.
HMM

Everybody CLAP!..

Your life and mine...

Oh well i guess everything's soo fast huh?

MCR's concert on 11 dec 07, but sadly i cant go for it..
Nvm I'm not that fanatic about them though but it would be great & nice if I can go..

Then PAE posting results up next week on Thursday, 13 dec 07..

Hmm and then there's Republic Polytechnic open house on 15-17 dec which is sat-monday?.
Cool, make it on weekends huh..
Haha.
Ok im so going to the open house maybe with some friends because we get a chance to get up close with F1, bossaball, cultural performances, course counselling, the Wii experience, abseiling@adventure learning centre and lan gaming competition.

Following after, I heard the N level results would be released on the 17/18 DEC 07.

Wow then there's hari raya haji on 20 DEC 07.
My aunt & uncle have went for haj though yesterday night.
I hope all the best for them in completing their haj and that they will be safe and sound through out their haj.
InsyaAllah.Amin.

Then Christmas season is just around the corner.
Christmas day falls on 25th DEC every year and this means that there will be Christmas sales everywhere from now on till 25th dec.

There'll be more 5 days later..
That's where we countdown to our new year 2008..
We leave the year 2007 with good and receive the year 2008 with good too.
Before 1st January 2008, i must be going crazy doing year-end shopping for necessary stuffs for post sec sch education such as shoes, wallet, clothings and pants.
If im lucky i could upgrade my hand phone to a much newer and better one.

And so, on the 2nd January i would be entering Millennia Institute i guess, hopefully so..
After six weeks of trial there i think we would be getting our O level results on the 21st-25th January 2008 week.
However i saw the JAE 2008 booklet already out in the MOE website.
Maybe our results are really ready to be released any much sooner.
I can just hope and pray for it now as nothing much can be done to save my grades.
We can't turn back time and do something about our papers.
So i hope everything will come out fine don't you all think so.

Hmm with soo much exciting plans ahead i guess there's no more place for boredom in my life at least for this few months.
&& if i cant get any job, i don't mind anymore since there's so much to do now other than getting paid from a hard-earned job.

Life's starting to be great for now on and there's ups and downs in life.
One moment you feel everything's perfectly fine the other you feel that you wanna give up.
Nevertheless i shall be moving on to a better and brighter future which lies ahead of me.
That's all for now.

Sports planet

Hey yo peeps!..
Ive sthg interesting to show to guys too btw..
HAHA.
Its nthg really special though but i was attracted by these two new sports that have yet to hit the craze in Singapore.
Hopefully.

BOSSABALL!



Hmm first up its the bossaball originated from Belgium.
It's a combination of many sports such as volleyball, soccer, sepak takraw, acrobatics and gymnasium.
It's played on a specially designed giant inflatable court with round trampolines and inflatable cushions on both sides of a volleyball net.
Find out more about this new unique fun sport at http://www.bossaball.com/english.html



WATER SOCCER!



Up next is the water soccer which could be find in our own sunny island of Singapore.
Located at jurong west under Fico Sports Hub, you can now play soccer with more varieties to choose from.
You could play the normal full 11-a-side field.
Or just have a mini game of 5-a-side indoor futsal.
What's more there's beach soccer too there at FICO.
And their latest edition i guess must be their cool 7-a-side water soccer!
For more info go here: http://www.ficosport.com/aboutwf.aspx



OK i guess that's all i have for now.
I hope you guys will find this new discoveries interesting too and maybe we could be playing this sports someday yeah..
Haha goodnight and goodbye.

Randomness

Lately Ive been posting stuffs that doesn't really make sense i guess..
Hmm Ive been blogging alot more than usual,
almost everyday,
more on my thoughts, feelings and emotions randomly,
rather than daily events that occurs in my life yeah?..

HAHA.

I must have been over thinking this past few weeks,
mostly after O levels and graduation night..
Those post-sec school period must have been sucky for me..
& im not into favour of zairil and izhaq anymore i guess.
&& so does dilemmas sux!..

HAHA..
OK.

THIS IS JUST ANOTHER RANDOM POST..
Be right back for more random posts...

???

And..
i
dont
get
the
meaning
or
understand
SACHOK,BERG,ANYHOO,OII....

WTH the mats/minahs talking?
Haha some form of weird language i guess.

Blame it on me.

&&& sry ah for any problems/troubles ive caused u..
im falling into my own trap
blame it on me ah..
bt ure to blame too.
it cant be help it and u cant understand it too..
soo were both at loggerheads..
bt its so unintentional n were both provoked by the evil side of ourselves..
Life's giving us HELL!..
I hope heaven will be there to help us out then..
GOD save us from us..

LIAR!

Alamak cant tahan ego ppl ah...
Sikit2 pn mau cari pasal..
Alamak betol ah..
Act lyk sum big fuck when they cant even play properlie.
Irritating lak tu..
Byk buih tapi sumer kosong.
TALK BIG AND LIARS!...
Then say ppl anyhow oni.
Assumers oso tts y i assume back ah..
Sum times terasa lak tu.
HAIZ HAIYO..
Tkder kerje lain ke dorg nk cari psl jer..
Mentang2 dorg tu besar, aku nie kan kecik;
Cari chance ah tu tunjuk belang/step teror lyk macm la dorg tu besar sgt...
Macm phm.
Macm btol jer korg sumer nie.
ALAMAKZ...

I bet u guys gonna say i talk lyk sum mat..
haha ok bt its oni for this post can..

Of all we’ve known

It's 9 o’clock and it’s getting dark and I can’t see the road
I flash my headlights into the dark night
I swear we’ll make it on our own

We're older than we used to be
this town holds no more to see
we’re fading in, we’re fading out
until I hear you say

Come on, come on
Hey kid, this is far too important for you to understand
She says be a man, you know this is what we both wanted
It’s time for us to let go
of all we’ve known

It’s 1 a.m. and we’re alone again, I reach out for the sky
My mind keeps playing all the words you’re saying
I’m always wrong when you are right

We re older than we used to be
This town holds no more to see
We’re fading in, we’re fading out until I hear you say

Come on, come on
Hey kid, this is far too important for you to understand
She says be a man, you know this is what we both wanted
It’s time for us to let go
of all we’ve known

Come on, come on
Hey kid, this is far too important for you to understand
She says be a man, you know this is what we both wanted
It’s time for us to let go
of all we’ve known

Of all we’ve known, of all we’ve known
Of all we’ve known (Hey kid, this is far to important)
Of all we’ve known (For you to understand)
She says be a man

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS YOUR LOVE!!!

Aku tak pernah mendapat sedikit sebanyak kasih sayang dari kau.
Dan kau juga tidak pernah memberiku kasih sayang yang sepenuhnya.

I never been loved or never felt the love from anyone.
Not even fatherly-love.
But maybe there's a lil bit of motherly-love ive received.
But that's not enough i guess.

I just want to be loved, or love someone, && feel the love from anyone.
I need someone to love and care for me now.
It doesn't matter whether it's brotherly-love or sisterly-love or friendly-love or even lovely- love.

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS YOUR LOVE!!!

YOU'RE SUCHA SUCKER FOR ME...

How i wish my life would have been great.
How i wish my house would be as comfortable, cozy and conducive as others.
How i wish i could have my own personal space and privacy.
How i wish i could make any decisions on my own and you would support them instead of going against them.
How i wish i could be like my other friends, in terms of everything, inc size.
How i wish i would be treated like an adult and not like some small kid who's still in primary school or something.
How i wish i could have more of my own freedom and not be held and controlled by you that much.
How i wish you could understand the new world today, where information technology, fashion and stuffs is the in-thing.
How i wish you would really understand me fully in every aspect of my growing life.
How i wish you would appreciate me more than just a useless child.
How i wish everything would be better than ever.
How i wish I've never met a father like you.
Actually i didn't want and ask much, but u made me do that.
You made me lose out to everyone in terms of almost everything and know, all i want is to gain it back!

Here's a letter to you, my emotion-less father, who don't know and don't even care about his son's own feelings.
All you care about is your own egoistic personification.
Thanks alot dad for bringing me up all this while.
I do appreciate that i guess.
But then you forget that you can't keep me with you forever and you need to let me go, to where the future is awaiting me and let me do things that i could benefit from.
I have my own brains and now that I'm older, i know how to think for myself, what's good, what's bad, what's right and what's wrong.

Dad your sucha sucka!, i cant really explain what type of person you are.
Because your odd, even mum said that.
You let others shatter in front of you and you wouldn't do anything about it.
You're so not open minded unlike other parents.
Yes there's time to be strict but you don't make any good to my life man.

Seriously.

I'm like this all this while too was all because of you.
Ive never known and met a dad like you man.
Kudos ah for hurting me and let me be EMO all this while and making me like your own pet, not beloved child.

CONGRATULATIONS ONCE AGAIN AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING, NEGATIVE, DAD!
i hate you so much that i wish i never born to be your son!

PS:actually i didnt mean anything about this post..wrote it on impulse w/o thinking.. sry if ive offended anyone. lols

Wetnessday!

It's raining outside now.
I can't go out and i don't want to too.
Coz there's nobody at home right now and im not being controlled.
Yay!:D
But i swear hols are soo boring though can be quite fun too as it supposed to be.
However im just slacking and rotting at home.
Waiting for jobs to call back.
Bt i doubt they will although yesterday me and 'Ammar went job hunting at Toa Payoh and Dhoby Ghaut there.
Both were retail assistant i think.
I don't even know the job i was applying for.

HAHA!

And it was dame funny when i told 'Ammar my IC lost.
We were at a 7-11 then and i was paying for my stuffs.
So 'Ammar tried to call the Kelly agency or sthg and reported that my IC was still with them.
Lo and behold when i was in the bus 80 home alone, i realized tt my IC sticked to the back of my wallet which was plastic-like material.
HAHAHA.
I was laughing to myself tt i think the ppl in the bus thought i was crazy.
LOL.
Thank god its not lost or i'll have to pay 100 bucks or sthg to make a new one as told by Hafiz who recently lost his IC.

HAHA!

OK.
It was quite fun going out with 'Ammar though i had to eat while walking to his house bustop.
We talked about clean stuffs not like some ppl who always talk dirty.
And it was quite weird too to be thrifty as we both were dead broke.
But still we managed to fill our stomachs with food. lol=p
All with the help of oni 2 bux and ez-link.
Yay!

HAHA!

So today they all were supposed to go to the WildWildWet at 9 i heard.
BUT it was raining so haha they still havent gone there yet.
I bet tk jadi.
Hehs.
I nvr go coz nobody invited and so yeah.
But i still need to go tho 4H class chalet later on at 5 i gez at downtown east too.
Haiya i feel lyk dun wanna go.
Lyk quite lazy ah.
Bt our dear Melon keep pestering me to go so yeah.
Must go i gez.
Bt muz bring 11 bux and 1.5 litres of bottle.
Where to gt those when i dont have any single cents.
NVM.
Worse comes to worse i can't go lorr.

Alright 12.30pm now and i wanna go eat my lunch though there's nthg at home for me to eat.
Must wait for my mum to come home maybe.
Or i juz use my dad's money first to go buy food.

OK BYE PPL.
CYA NXT TIME.

DECEMBER

Oh well.
i gez the year 2007 is just coming to an end..
one more month to go b4 2008 takes over.
such dramatic year with o lvls and many other stuffs..
haiz..
wished i could turn back time..
bt its the past now..
its hard to say goodbye when you've just said hello a few moments ago.
bt what to do..
life must go on..
n hawthorne heights lead guitarist died in his sleep last saturday 24.11.07.
its just so sad.
and i had gone through endless sufferings bt im thankful tt im still here..
nothing much to update coz my life's just the same old boring story..
dunno lar mayb im juz to lazy to write out all those things nwdays..
n itz 3.23 am nw.
im soo sleepy.
so yeah just stay tuned for my blog's great revival.
lol
nitez bye!

When you say goodnight, didnt you mean, GOODBYE!

Long time no blog..
So here's a quick review of my life..
Raya over.
O levels are finally over too..
However the results waiting kills me..
N i only manage to go to Millenia Institue for PAE because of L1R5-25,L1R4-18..
Oh and yeah TK GLITZ007 graduation night was fun..
And played soccer at SAFRA field straight after last paper of O.
Tried to find part-time/temp jobs but both were unsuitable for me and my friends..
No nothing to do at home..
Oh well..
Just rot at home and that sucks coz itz kinda boring..
HAHA..
Sometimes go out to PENIN/FAR EAST PLAZA to look for nice band t-shirts..
I bought on though from penin which cost me only $12..
Here you go..


I didn't go to Izhaq's chalet though due to disapproval from parents.
What to do..
Just let them all have fun while I sit here alone without fun..
BOO..
I think that's all for the latest update oh nyes i miss TKSS sooner or later coz there will be no more sec sch life for me n my frens from class of 2007..
It's time to move on, everyone will be going their separate ways and i shall no be too dependant of them from now on..
Thanks for everything in the past people..
Just forget about screwed sec sch life by starting over..
Take care n gdbye ppl..

Happy racial harmony day...

Today was dame fun.
First we had racial harmony day in school.
And we had NE talk with dr yacoob ibrahim.
It was a good talk.
Then got arts festival activities then on-the-spot-dancing followed by racial harmony concert.
Then go played monkey at haig rd void deck.
Then go prayers.
Followed by playing soccer match at opp tkp.
Everyone had fun today.
Then i went to hougang mall to look for bags.
Not much variety there so i tried to look for it at kovan heartland mall.
Then i explored further to kovan city.
Kovan city is a dame cool place lah.
Unique like heaven.
Then saw paya lebar kovan fc training at their field.
Now i know that field could be use at night.
And the paya lebar kovan CC itself is dame cool and have many facilities.
That place is very cosy and there are many neighbourhood shops.
WHAT A DAY I HAD =D

Anything!

THEY think i lousy sia.
THEY think i stupid sia.
THEY doesnt have the confidence on me but me to do well.
WTH.
High hopes and expectations but demoralise me.
Its like an insult sia.
I can do it one lar but THEY dont believe in me.
My english not so bad ok.
Improving and im passing them greatly.
Not that i over confident or complacent but i belive i can do it.
Just like malay, its the natural ability, dont need study or revise or practice language or it will b worse.
GAHH!!!

So long sweet summer

Hey thanks.
Thanks for that summer.

ERR?

Long time no blog since the holidays ended.
Ok. Woo been busy schooling and o level is nearing.
O.o sibey sian ah.
And wth lar cca points 5 only.
Nvm + last yr 16=21 which is A2 =D
Haiz and our o lvl schedule is very tight.
No breaks between the whole 3 weeks.
Its day after day papers.
Start on 22 oct with add maths paper 1 and end with sci(phys/chem) paper 1 on 7 nov.
Haiz must chiong and study hard and smart for now.
Then after that can play and rest all day=)
lol
That's all for this latest update.

When it rains

And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don't miss a thing.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
And oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.
Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)
Just turn it around.

Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh I need an ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

You can take your time, take my time.

One Slow Dance

You're standing there alone
And so am I
But I want you here
By my side
Your smile at me
Is everything
The staring game
That song of love.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read you thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.
Oh.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read you thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard.
We look eye to eye
And I'm swept away.
On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I'm in a trance
From that one slowdance.

You're standing there alone
And so am I
But I want you there
By my side
Your smile at me
Is everything
The staring game
That song of love.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.
Oh.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard.
We look eye to eye
And I'm swept away.
On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I'm in a trance
From that one slowdance.

We don't have to talk,
We don't have to laugh at all
I just want you here with me

We don't have to talk,
We don't have to laugh at all
I just want to be
You and me

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my hearting beating so hard
We look eye to eye
And im swept away.
On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I'm in a trance
From that one slowdance.

Pressure

Here are the results of jc intake last yr that i had search for.

S/NO Junior College Arts (Cut-Off Point) Science (Cut-Off Point)
1 Hwa Chong Institution 4 4
1 Raffles JC 4 4
3 National JC 6 5
3 Victoria JC 6 5
5 Temasek JC 8 7
6 Anglo-Chinese JC 9 8
7 St. Andrew's JC 10 9
8 Anderson JC 11 9
9 Nanyang JC 12 11
10 Meridian JC 12 12
11 Catholic JC 13 12
12 Tampines JC 13 14
13 Jurong JC 17 14
14 Pioneer JC 17 16
15 Innova JC 17 20
16 Serangoon JC 18 20
17 Yishun JC 20 20

Looking at it, i think im going for anderson, nanyang or serangoon due to close proximity and reasonable points.

What's your choice?..

The stars will cry, the blackest tears tonight.

Yesterday, me,khabir,haikal,shafie,ammar,syariff,izhaq went to play street soccer at our old place, tampines there.
It was quiet fun and by the fact its a good training for the field.
However many of us has lost our touch and i didnt scorea any single goal yesterday.
Started playing at 3 and ended at ard 6.
Then followed izhaq home to take his game cd as adam wanted to lend it.
Then i waited for him to get ready to go jamming with my bro and adam at simei factory tt side.
The small room had close, so we jam in big room for $13/hour.
Adam n izhaq played elect guitar while my bro drummer and i was the vocals/elect bass.
It was okok as both guitarist cud oni play limited no. of songs or rather diff types of genres.
Izhaq was more to heavy/death metal while adam was more mainstream.
Then we went home late.
The place was like dame sunyi and there were no transport ard.
So we had to walk frm there all the way to CGH then eastpoint, just to take a cab.
My mom said tt my dad will b home early.
N i had to be back b4 his home.
Luckily we gt one taxi gg to punggol and send izhaq off furz b4 heading to my hse.
However izhaq dropped his wallet at the front seat.
Nasib baek jumpe.
Klw tk, mati dier.
haha.
tts all for yesterday.

There's a rainbow in the dark.

Woo hoo fun mun hun day..
All cause of ashburton won again.
Wee the match was exciting and fun to play with new additions of MLY VS and oso sum other mly TKsians.

GET A LIFE!

my dad keeps telling me to change my lifestyle?
what lifestyle?
i don't even have one.
you know why?
because i never n i cant go out like the other kids do n I'm not outgoing.
so wad lifestyle?
u meant u let me do whatever i want now?
no right.......
i dun even have a life out there.
seriously i have no life man.

&so will u take my hands and walk away with me?

If i could find you now, things would be better.

We could leave this town,
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah.

A Day of Freedom

Woo yesterday was fun..
the furz tym i gt to go out of my hse as early as 12 pm.
always i muz wait for my dad to go off furz which is lyk at 4?
n i cant go anywhere if hes ard.
luckily yest he went JB.
i was supposed to teman haikal to buy tix at TM.
n kebetulan syariff called me n ask to meet him at TM at 12 noon.
he was lyk went to syaq's hse n he had nth to do after tt n he was bored.
he wanted me to accompany him hang out at TM.
so i ajak melson n haikal too ah..
i reached there at abt 12.20 wen i saw melson at the front entrance of TM.
he was lyk 10mins earlier then me n had went in to MAC bt nvr saw syariff.
syariff had ask us to wait there n he was uncontactable then as his batt went flat.
so we went to search for him, furzly at the macs again then go up to sports shop lyk adidas, royal sporting hse n oso arcade..
bt he was no where to be found.
it was lyk woah TM soo many ppl hw to c him..
n it was crowded yest.
n tampines so big,
if we nvr find him hw?
so i suggested to look out at the other macs.
then walked out off TM n towards the mrt there.
suddenly we were choosing which path to go n a voice appeared frm nowhere.(F U)
we turned ard n it was syariff by the sidewalks.
he oso didnt expect to see us there as he was actuallie waving at this fren of his.
bt eventually tt fren nvr see him so he said F U.
haha it was quite farni la den.
den he scold us for coming late.
we found him lyk at 12.40.
we were supposed to meet at 12.
oh well.
n he wore sth tt make him look lyk an adult.
he wore a black polo tee, a white cap, a blue jeans and had this big bag lyk a golfers bag.
though he claimed it a minah bag.
lol
so we went in to TM and ate macs while waiting for the so-ever late HAIKAL.
hhah.
as we eat, we talked along the way n did some catching up.
oh btw b4 tt, we saw jillene on the way up of the escalator.
yeah so haikal lyk reached there 1.40
an hour late when the 3 of us had met.
his walking towards TM=reaching soon=one more stop to interchange.
wth lar
always liddat.
live so near yet so late.
haha
so he missed out eating with us.
then we went up to gt the tix for singapore-aussie match held on 30 jun.
$8 per tix for children.
n then went to arcade.
we were all lyk standing ard dunno wad to play..
haha
melson suggested to put on our soccer boots and play tt stupid soccer aracade thingy.
the ball so hard hw to kick.
oh well.
then changed coins and all n played two rounds of DAYTONA..
melson won both leaving me 2nd n 3rd for first n second game respectively.
syariff gt 3rd then 2nd respectively.
haikal was quite emo or juz tired n he sat at the non-playing car n read the new paper.
haha
it was dame syiok ah playing with them.

n so after tt we were supposed to go straight to opera as it was 2.15 alr.
n izhaq was there by 2.30
so enthu sia.
n shafie who said muz arrive b4 3.15, in the end he himself late ah.
haha
ya back to where we were, we went to syariff hse furz as natures calling him.
luckily his hse is quite near opera, which is bedok.
so it oni takes lyk 10 mins to reach.
went into his hse n walk out of it lyk 10 mins later.
den wen we reached the bustop, we saw hanafi alone.
den he was lyk looking elsewhere pretending nt to see us.
haha
lol
haikal was as ever making irritating expressions to him.
then we asked him y nvr come soccer or sth ah, den he replied he gg parkway parade, i meant marine parade library to study with rin.
confirm go dating ryt?
hehe lol
n so we took 67 n b4 tt ammar had called say y we soo late.
wad an irony, wen the bus passed by him n we reached there furz lah.
haha
den all no money buy water.
soo blearghs.
then rizwan n KS walked with us there.
lucilyk leon nvr pangsei us again, as he brought 5 VS ppl plus rizwan, zairil, leon, rong de, shahdan, raunaq.
haiyo zairil's fren all back out last min.
b4 the match start, we had a lil quarrel amongst ashburtonians as hw many ppl shud play.
there were lyk 9v9, 10v10 or 11v11.
all were shouting n dun wanna listen to each other.
in the end both teams agreed on 11 aside.
so the match started n so on n then left the place n home sweet home and goodbye.

Because you kill me.

Lately, i have no mood to post things tt happen in my life.
Now i only blog about my current mood through music.
Is tt fine with you guys?
hahaha.
cya ppl ard.
tc

Enough Is Enough

You said hi you wanted to talk about
The things that you should know
I never meant to run or hide
I just didnt think it was time for you to know
I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose
I'm hoping it wont lead back to you
The journey is over our time is up
Just give it up

So where do we go from here or end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more

Before you go I just want you to know
I burnt all the things you wrote
I never meant to let this pass
I just didn't think that this happiness will last
Come take a look at these tired eyes
Believe me i cannot even cry
If I could I would
So tell me if I should

So where do we go from here or end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more
This has to go, this has to end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more

You wouldn't mean a thing to me
You wouldn't mean a thing to me anymore

Everyone has scars to show.

Evolved from genres such as alternative, emo, hardcore, metal and its variations, now comes the massive of A Vacant Affair. This is music at its most confrontational, depicting themes of depression, despair, and the discovery of hope in trying times.

My Day Late Friend

A Day Late Lyrics


So let me get this straight
say now you loved me all along?
what made you hesitate
to tell me with words what you really feel
i can see it in your eyes you mean all of what you say
i remember so long ago, see i felt that same way
now we both have separate lives and lovers (and lovers)
insignificantly enough we both have significant others

only time will tell
time will turn and tell

we are who we were when
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when
who knew what we know now
could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when

but thoughts they change and times they rearrange i don't know who you are anymore
loves come and go and this i know i'm not who you recall anymore
but i must confess you're so much more then i remember
can't help but entertain these thoughts
thoughts of us together

we are who we were when
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when
who knew what we know now
could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when

my day late friend

so let me get this straight
all these years and you were no where to be found
and now you want me for your own
but you're a day late and my love, she's still renowned
we are who we were when
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when
who knew what we know now
could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when

GIRLS ARE EVIL

HAHAHAHA.
It was just something else.
No offence, girls..

A Change Of Pace

Goodbye For Now Lyrics


I've lost all hope in you
I want out of this place called home tonight
So goodbye for now
I'm never coming back no, not tonight

And when the smoke clears nothings left
Black ashes still fall from the sky
I see a figure standing far away
And a shadow on the ground, but I don't know why

And then a picture of you crosses my mind
And then fades away and I realize that I'm all alone

I've lost all hope in you
I want out of this place called home tonight
So goodbye for now
I'm never coming back no, not tonight

And life is dark with your eyes always closed
you'll never see a thing
I never wanted any of this, no not at all
But it will be okay

Get away from this, leave it all behind
There will be a brighter day

Bittersweet every touch, Still burning in my memory
Can't turn back the hand of time,
Can't make believe that your still mine
'Cause your so far away

I've lost all hope in you
I want out of this place called home tonight
So goodbye for now
I'm never coming back no, not tonight

(Bittersweet every touch, Still burning in my memory
Can't turn back the hand of time,
Can't make believe that your still mine
'Cause your so far away)

Goodbye for now...

I've lost all hope in you
I want out of this place called home tonight
So goodbye for now
I'm never coming back no, not tonight

All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories
All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories
All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories...
Lyrics Mania


A Change Of Pace Lyrics



Death Do Us Part Lyrics


You can't live to make mistakes
When you're dead and gone
With your heart held in my head
The memory of your bloodstains
All over broken picture frames

How could you tell me that I was wrong? (I was wrong)
When you would have done the same
Toy with emotions until they're gone (You were wrong)
You would have done the same

I stole your heart
Ripped it out
And smashed it on this floor
You have no need for such a useless thing
Broken, forever more.

Life after this
Theres no such thing
You replace my thoughts
With these painful memories
Now you're gone
You're 9 feet under
To far down to ever uncover

How could you tell me that I was wrong? (I was wrong)
When you would have done the same
Toy with emotions until they're gone (you were wrong)
You would have done the same

I stole your heart
Ripped it out
And smashed it on this floor
You have no need for such a useless thing
Broken, forever more.

Leave it all to me
I wont forget about you
Leave it all to me
I'll steal your heart!

Leave it all to me
I wont forget about you
Leave it all to me
I'll steal your heart!

I stole your heart
Ripped it out
And smashed it on this floor
You have no need for such a useless thing
Broken, forever more.

(I stole your heart
Ripped it out
And smashed it on this floor
You have no need for such a useless thing
Broken, forever more.)

Now you're gone
You're 9 feet under
To far down to ever uncover

Now you're gone
You're 9 feet under
To far down to ever uncover
Lyrics Mania


A Change Of Pace Lyrics


Know one knows

Cut me open let me bleed for what I've done
Tell me straight faced that I'm the only one
Destroy me, Am I not everything you need?
Don't move and don't breathe
As I take every breath from you
Know one knows what I've done
And as I wait, I'm dying (For you)
Torn up, take me out of this picture frame
Breathe slow, Don't move as I say goodbye
Replace you, Cross my heart I hope you die
Ripped in pieces, you're my perfect tragedy
Cut me, Breathe slow
Break me, Tell me as I die for you...
Lyrics Mania


A Change Of Pace Lyrics


Asleep At The Wheel Lyrics


Asleep at the wheel a red light mistake
take my word for what its worth
life at a stand still not one second passes
and in the asphalt I see a best friend
(crashing through the window)

don't move
save me
cry out
to god above

And would you save everyone if you
saw them dying
watch as they slip through your hands
bring me back to life bring them back to life
one step further form all of this

abstract emotions in dealing with death
the warmth of my breath turns to ice
beating the concrete your hands
cut and bruised and in the end
not a question of why
(crashing through the window)

don't move
save me
cry out
to god above

And would you save everyone
if you saw them dying
watch as they slip through your hands
bring them back to life bring them back to life
one step further from all of this

never forget what im bleeding
gasp for air now i am apart of this
leave me suffering never break
your promises
never forget and you'll
never forget what i've done

and would you save everyone
if you saw them dying
watch as they slip through your hands
bring me back to life bring them back to life
one step further from all of this

don't move
save me
cry out
to god above
Lyrics Mania


A Change Of Pace Lyrics

100

MY 100TH POST!!!
WOOHOO..
ok bt sadly im still having this high fever for about 4 days already..
n i nvr came to sch for 3 days inc today..
hmmph..
hw sad..sobs tsk2..
ok nvm..
btw one more sad fact is tt my whole family is getting sick..
juz nw morning my grandmother wen to the markeet n half way she was very week n feel n a stranger had to bring her to the hospital man..
she went pasar alone so no one knw till afternoon..
n den last wk..
my cuzzin, my aunts, my grandad n grandma were all oso sick wif high fever..
my 11 yrs old cuzzin, muhd zul, had to stay in hospital for one wkk..
and 9 of classmates were hospitalised too.
they kena chest infection n i tink im nt protected frm tt too..
the world nwdays is too hot n too cold..
global warming causes ppl to gt sick more often..
n often it is serious sickness..
btw yesterday i went to tuition at nyt n my face, eyes,ears were all red..
i was still dame sick la bt coz muz pay money, i juz came wif de support of haikal..
so luckily his father sent me home and i went to slp straight away wen i gt back..
bad health conditions..
boo hoo
gt well soon shakur n all other sickos out there..
haha..
oh yah btw tml parents haf to come down to take report books..
=s
tc

You're Sickening

man im dame sick..
sitting here by the comp doesnt help..
took medicine oso my fever nvr run down..
itz heaty, hot n cold at the same tym..
u knw hw de feeling is dunya?
hate it man..
mayb im nt cuming sch oso tml..
if i nvr recover by morning..
high fever, giddy, body aches, flu, sore throat, caugh..
wad else u ask for..
soo i shud gt plenty of slp nw..
so take care my lovelies..
dun gt sick lyk me xp
tata
byez..

A sign of hope?

THIS WORLD IS FULL OF DUMB REMINDERS..
holla ppl..
oryt..
im feeling soo better after reading this book called being a happy teenager..
it tells us how to be happy n stay positive..
it gives guidance tips n pointers for us t0 take note of..
and it also give many situations where we alwaes got into in our daily live n hw to solve the problem..
nw who wants to take a look at the book can ask me personally in sch=p
rental fees is negotiable(lyk real ima rent it)
u can juz borrow frm me la ppl..
no charge no cost..
nyenyanya..
ok IT SEEMS TT MONDAY IS ALWAES MONDAY BLUES..
im feel the cold on mondays..
esp wen i have to go home alone=(
N ESP AFTER CHELSEA WON THE FA CUP..
WTH LAR MAN U CUD HAF WON..
the ball crossed the line even b4 there was any ""foul""..
haiya..
so chelsea win 2 cups this yr..
n this yr's biggest loser n the most downgraded profile is ARSENAL..
my fave club man..
other den leeds which haf gone down even deeper=(
oryt oryt gg to do hwk nw...
i tink im can't do, will do n can do will do frm nw ownwards..
O LVL GIV ME SUM LUCK PLS..=)
i muz cut down on all crap n muz have sthg gg on in my studies..
soo long gdnyt
gdbye for nw..

SURVEY

i gt this survey from MAYA=D

Name 10 ppl u can think of right off the top of ur head.Dun read the qns underneath until you write the names of all 10 ppl.This is a lot funnier if u actually randomly list the names 1st. No cheating!


1.haikal
2.khabir
3.fariz
4.hanafi
5.ammar
6.syariff
7.maya
8.ariffin
9.fizz
10.hafiz


DONT LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU'VE FILLED OUT THE TOP!

How'd u meet 3?
HIS MY CUZZIN

What would you do if you had never met number 1?
i'll die, no seriously his my bezfren for nw..

What would you do if 6 and 2 were going out?
they're juz frens.haha.they're nt gay!!

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
i dun tink so? y? u gt ah?oo

Where did you meet number 10?
his my ex-neighbour

How do you know 8?
i knw him since young, were in the nursery, kindergarden n pri sch..

What do you think about 7?
shes a goody girl=D n nice n sweet..

What would you do if 5 confessed they loved you?
owwh, soo sweet.. haha he confessed tt b4 lar.. so no big deal=p

A fact/or something about 9?
his my new fren frm hougang sec n he is MAYA's bf..
his nice n good too..
his a guitarist in clandlestine..
n he is a right back..

Who is 2 going out with?
NURUL AIN?!?!

What's 4 do for a living?
student lar dey..

Would you ever live with number 8?
hahaha of course man.. my bez buddy ever.. sadly his nw in INDON studying there till 2009..

Where does 3 live?
CLEMENTI

What do you like about number 1?
his crapiness n lameness n irritatingness..=p

Is 2 your best friend?
LYK DUH, HIS MY BLOOD BROTHER MAN, LIVE UNDER ONE ROOF, OF COURSE BESTEST FREN EVA..

Do you miss number 3?
yeah, hmmph

What is your opinion of number 5?
he's gay =))

Is 10 a power ranger?
yes indeed.. haha

Pick 5 people to do this survey.
1.haikal
2.ammar
3.melson
4.kori
5.maya

Mid-Year Report

to sum up mid-yr..
this is how it looks lyk..
ENGLISH-E8
HML-B4
MATHS-E8
ADD MATHS-F9
SCI(PHYS/CHEM)-C5
GEOG-B4
COMB HUMANS(HIST/SS)-C6
L1R5:35-38


miserable lyf i led to..
n sry HAIKAL, i hurt u..
im soo unstable n sensitive..
ive juz dug my own graveyard..
soo yah..
i nidda improve myself n change to a new me..
stop saying bad abt ppl..
i swear ill change if u change too..
n forgive me yah?
im juz any ordinary people who r nt perfect, juz lyk u too..
im a bad guy deep inside=(
coz i dun spill out in person bt ill tend to convert in forms of wryting to vanish my anger..
bt u muz also understand..
i alwaes over reacted..
n i alwaes assume..
n i alwaes take stupid actions..
sumone save me frm me pls..
i hope were still frens.
if ure reading this, pls 4give me..
kudos

When flying feels like falling.

gahhh..
arghh
more failures..
more bad nes n results..
to hell with it larh!

english paper2(compre)-8/25
english paper1(situational wryting)-10/30
english paper1(compo)-14/30
english language-38.4/100[F9]

geog gt changes in marks..
soo
i gt 56.25/100
still b4..

den ADD MATHS DISASTER..
15.5/80
ADD MATHS-25.5/100[F9]

woah die ah..
lousy liao..
i tink all my results lyk hell..
soo shity..
i tink L1R5 38 or sth ah!

woo
byez

More anxious this time round.

OK NW WAD..
MORE RESULTS COMING TODAY..
k firstly...
pure geog paper1-25/40
pure geog paper2-52.5/100
PURE GEOG-55.5/100[C5]

den..
add maths paper1-25.5/80

gagagaga
n for the furz tym, today i went home dame early..
lyk 2 pm ciao liao..
no nid staybaq..
woo..
den 3.15 reach home..
den here i am nw..

Anxiety

GAHHHHHHH..
HERES THE PAPERS IVE GOTEN BACK..

history elective-26/50

HML paper2-68.5/110
HML paper1-53/90
HML-61/100[B4]

english paper 2(summary)-10.5/25

sci(phys) pract-8/15
sci(phys/chem) paper1-11/20+13/20=24/40
sci(phys) paper2-28/65

emaths paper2-31.5/100

social studies-25/50
COMB HUMANS-51/100[C6]

sci(chem) paper3-43/65
sci(chem) pract-10/15
SCI(PHYS/CHEM)-56.5/100[C5]

GAHH I FEEL SOO LOUSY DOWN DUMB N EMO..
O LVL MUZ DO DAME WELL TO GT AT LEAST BELOW 20, NO 15 NO 10..
OK WDV IT IS WORK HARDER SHAKUR..
ciaoz

It's a celebration.

wooooooooooooohhooooooooooooo...
mid yrs finish!!!!!!!!
yeahs.....
den juz nw all celebrate lyk siao..
furz at sch..
all dame high liao after e maths p1..
there were 3 ball..
den all go assembly plaza n start to kick n chase ard ballss..
lolz..
it was dame mad n chaotic..
den suddenlie om come go confiscate one ball..
bt ammars ball dpt diselamatkan..
wad sia, mr tan kee hoe saw us he dun care, den y om care..
haiyo ayo mayo...

den bla3...
7 ppl went to mustafa centre furz while waiting for ammar, syariff, amir n sabri to come to pay jersey at vonda shop there.
furzly gt on bus 33..
den charles ez link no value..
so he nvr pay..
den half way the driver stop n came to us..
den in the end he had to pay..
wtv lar driver..
he dun believe charles a student wen we r wearing sch uniforms..
haha
den drop off the bus at lavender mrt n stared at the driver..
haha
den we dunno where to walk frm there..
den coincidentally izhaq's dad near by tt place..
so he came fetch us n we rode his car..
bt muz two trips..
coz oni 4-seater car..
ow soo nice sia his dad..
thx izhaq!=)
den dame big ah mustafa n gt soo many things to shop for..
so haikal n izhaq bought soccer stuffs such as socks n gloves..
den after tt go eat lunch at komalas..
woah there haikal n charles n shafie dame kecoh..
racist n all la..
lol nolar
playing ard oni..
the 3 mat tappereds..
den after tt all bastard things happen..
den they busted hanafi or wad ah..
bla3..

den de bez part is at the mrt station..
jokers monkeys playing a fool..
den the station dame empty..
den charles, haikal n shaf go hang on the rail of the escalator..
shafie gt the video ah..
den keep doin tt till mrt com..
den suddenlie gt sumone shout MAT REP
ahahahahah..
serve them right..
den inside mrt oso kecoh..
charles did MAGIC sia
haha
use his mrt card..
den he did nw u see, nw u dun..
haha
itz dame cool ah..
den so we drop at paya lebar..
den go city plaza..
n vonda there we came..

then meet up wif ammar, syariff, amir n sabri n go tt shop..
den however nt enuff money to pay full amt co z HAFIZ MIA, den syarif, lut n hanafi havent pay finish..
so we all palyed a game lyk gambling..
hahaha
it was dame funny n kecoh n fun..
all chip in money lyk bit by bit..
den we use calculator minus wad we put..
it was noisy n we sat at the shop nxt to vonda..
tk tau malu sak..
haha
den in de end..
the value left 0..
all coz of teamwork=)
den wen we gav it to the shop, wen he counting, we all stand lyk as if taking penalties..
den wen he said enuff!, we all jumped wif joy n screamed.
misbehaving sia.
haha
so took 17 jersey wif 2 plastic bags n went on heading opera estate for our training..
in da bus oso kecoh, took de back seats..

to be continued...
(tired ah)

SHORT STORIES WITH TRAGIC ENDINGS...

ASHBURTON FC DETERIORATING?..
IS THIS THE ENDING?
OR JUZ THE BEGINNING?

Smashed Into Pieces

hmmph =(
today someone nvr reply me..
bt nvm..
shud be bz larhz..
k dun disturb..

n yey two more days left for mid yr exam to end..
=)
n thurs oso we will be getting our ashburton jerseyy, provided all paid..
im soooo looking forward to it..
lyk dun care other things now..
oni soccer study soccer..
ok maybe abit of interaction wif frens n daily stuffs..
other den tt
itz soccer tym beb..
so fri shud haf a match wif ryan's team at tk in the morn..
2nd leg, hopefully we win..
ahahkz..

btw tml killer paper a maths P2..
weedie..
den after tt sci pract..
haiyo aiyo mayo..
soo leceh lah..
nvm juz endure..
den thurs e maths P1
which is dang ez..
hopefully..
den end go celebrate habis2..
gt jersey, go train hardcore, go mustafa ctr..
den fri go movie, go watch sleague, ashfc match n soo much more..
packed wif activities..
i loike
ok gd luck ppl for midyrs..
cya again..
tc
bye

THNKS FR TH MMRS

yest was wooness=)
met her at compasspt..
though it was sekejap, juz to giv books b4 we went our separate ways,.(she n maz go shopping while i went home b4 gg to KK hospital to visit my sis yg baru bersalin.. her 2nd child this tym is a boy =D)
it was gr8..
thnks fr th mmrs..
lepaskan rindu lah katekan..
long tym no c her.. miss her lar dey..
n yey im taller den maz nw bt still shorter den her though..
im glad at least we met n talked sthg coz mane tau dh tk akan jumpe buat selamenyer..
hahkz
i hope we can meet more often to do some catching up..
n im looking forward to our nxt meeting which wud be lyk dunno wen ah..
nt failure in planning bt were bz ppl..
shes cuming baq to tk in july..
o.O

n she was swit..
she rmb my bdae n gaf me a prezzie in adv..
aww..
although itz sthg simple, itz still nice n the tot tt counts..
thank you de veri much NIF..

den i read her notes n books..
go thru ah i meant..
den she gt wrote tt shes a loser, certified loser or sthg..
dnt-a1
add maths-a1
geog elect-d7
lyk tt loser? den i wad sia..
add maths-f9 =)
haha memperkecilkan diri dier sendiri seh..
yah dun tink finish o n masok jc can slack ah..
study hard yea..
btw her handwriting abit de same lyk mine, oni tt hers more neater, tidier, clearer n bigger..
mine messy n more worse then hers thou..

haha ok..
nw mugging for tml exam..
science papers..
soo long gdnyt..

PS:SRY 4 MY OVER REACTING JUZ NW TO THOSE PPL WHO KNEW ABT IT..
i juz dun wanna be dipermainkan..
phm2 kan jer lar eh..

Thoughts Before Me

Amber Pacific

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?

It's starting to get old
That story yet untold
Reflect before we walk into
What we already know
Won't be so easy
Looking back at high school drama
Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems
Done with writing empty letters
Is there no other way?

Staring at your reflection every day
Can make or break my heart away
When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
We can't take back what's done
But we can look ahead
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?

Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?

Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

What I've Done

woahh..
n wad ive done all this long is juz a waste of tym ah..
no one ever organized..
maybe one or two bt the others r acting big..
u tink wad admin stuffs ez ah..
sommore all nt dedicated want to take posts which we don even have at the furz place..
keep dreaming la ppl..
nvm..
suckerzzzzzzz...
oni tink of urself..
self-centred memebers..
tink u all the best in our team..
wad star players..
juz keep low profile can..
n wad cheerleader wad shit..
we r nt even anythg yt..
shameless ppl..
esp to the 3 mat tapered..
i knw ah u all gd..
bt nt the bez ryt..
theres lyk soo many better outside den u guyz(*topscorers*)
try defending or keeping ah..
go become manager or captain ah as u all wish..
i dun quite care..
bt dun 4gt we gt few outsiders n dun make desicions as though only us haf the rights..
enuff is enuff..
stop it ppl..
jk here jk there..
nt serious n nt farni too..
btw heres a qoute frm someone "cant be bothered."
den y do boast abt having a team u can be bothered with..
tink n reflect

WANTED:A red nexus mt bike.

NOW WHAT!!!
my bike have been stolen..
itz lyk my only fren here..
btw i put it juz beside my hse door leh..
nt at stairs or void-deck..
somemore locked then gt cover summore..
and all kene stolen..
all gone..
den ive been searching the whole block..
bt nthg was found..
den summore gt one mly man tot im de one wanting to steal the bikes..
wth..
gahh..

bt luckily we had ordered our jersey..
itz dang nice ah..
bt tml muz pay $10..
where to find..
haiya ask parents lar =p
red/white shirt wif de no in de circle design..
den the shorts is white/red no...
n de socks is red/white..
striking color sia..
bt we had much fun n madness at the shop which we spent at least about 2hrs juz discussing it n gtting things done..
den ammar became our model as his jersey came out to be the sample one..
haikal took photos of him n his jersey..
full set wif 4 printings of $35..
den we planned to buy de training ball for $15 oni after midyr..
den on thurs we have hardcore training n c hu become captain, corner-kicker, free-kick takers, our position and many more..
i bet itz gonna be soo fun..
exams soo far haf been hell..
with me sleepy most of the tym while doing exams..
wth..
haha
so LIVERPOOL-AC MILAN
final in greece 2007..
soo long ppl..

Start of mid yr exams

english on monday was nt bad..
den today, hml oso nt bad..
bt geog was a killer..
gahh..
luckily tml gt break as a public hol for labour day..
juz nw juz gt baq frm my grandparents hse..
dng fun sia my mlysian cuz, akmal was there..
n oso lil cuz mdzul..
den went to my aunt hse to c her new born baby girl..
soo kwit..
at furz ammar wanna follow me to waste tym n juz knw my tok..
bt den he said l8 liao n went baq wen we already reached..
den he saw one SAJC gurl n he said"im soo going in there"
yah i agree the gurls there are freaking hot and wild..
lol
acjc oso nt baq ah..
if i go there, everydy i come my grandparents hse ah..
near liao, at holland, buena vista, dover area there larh..

k gt lots of plans tml..
furz ting is tuition at 9 am..
den supposedly go study wif kal n han at NLB..
bt nt confirmed..
i oso invited by my cuzzie to watch spiderman3 sneak preview..
WEE..
den at home muz study ADD MATHS N SS..
3 papers for wednesday..
end at 3.15 sia
haiz
k ciaoz..
byez

For the future, at least.

mid yr is on friday..
oh no!..
better gt started n prepare well..
my aim nw is muz pass all subjects..
den by prelims muz at least B..
and O LVL muz try to score as many distinctions as i can..
i nw n sure i can at least score at 3 subjs..
LEAST ok..
HML,GEOG,SCI,MATHS can be done..
HIST/SS can at least gt B..
ENG oso ard there..
ADD MATHS HOPEFULLY CAN PASS..
SEE HOW IT GOES FURZ AH...
orytz gd luck ppl in singapore hu will b sitting fr O LVL this yr..
I wish u all de bez for anythg, inc midyr n prelims..
..AMIN..

1st Gold Medal

BTW LAST LAST FRIDAY,
4H WON THE TK GAMES CARNIVAL SOCCER..
TTS IT.

Dear loneliness

Only the sound of cars at the roadside and the fan in my room could be heard.It was dame quiet.It was dark with only dim light in the living room...
My house is now soo empty, nt lyk b4, since my bro left for NS...
HAIZ!!!
2 yrs w/o someone to talk n kacau n joke to in da hse..
hw am i gg to survive thru my hardest yrs of O lvls..
n JC lyf too..
i haf no other frens in my NEW negihbourhood..
hw i miss my old homeplace at BEDOK..
my childhood days were there n was brought up there..
suddenly theres a chg in my lyf..
n i haf to live furthere apart frm all my frens n oso SCH..
its dame troublesome here..
haf u evere felt lonely..
ok ALONE IN THIS WORLD..
wad a disaster..
one by one our loved ones move on..
haf u ever wondered?
think abt this ah..
lyk wen u were small n i KINDERGARDEN, u meet new frens whom u nvr knew b4..
bt go on to PRI SCH, nt soo affected by their lost as still small tt tym..
den gt more new frens..
den every yr we meet new bt old frens leave us..
hw sad is tt..
as we chg classes, de old frens wud b separated frm us..
den de worst is wen living P SCH..
p6 all our members lyk haf a strong realtionship liao ah,..
den suddenlie all kene go diff SEC SCH n pull our frenship apart..
n itz hard to catch up wif them as u dun c n talk to them often..
den in sec1 n 2 i haf few frens in sec sch..
i missed all my old schmates..
n alwaes needing them wen alone..
however luckily sec3 n 4 gt meet new fren n haf a stable clique nw..
we gt more support..
they seem to b our forever frens..
bt i dun tink soo anyone wud forever b frens wif us..
one day all wud leave us n we wud b left alone all over again..
so living in this world haf to depend on ourselves..
mayb we gt new JC frens or poly ah..
bt once again we wud b on diff paths after those yrs..
UNIs lesser fren mayb n in the end we r on our own..
den work den DIE..
OMG soo pathetic..
gahh
ok wadever.

Being EmO is not always abuot feeling moody and melancholy, emo fellas are often shy with girls and they fall in love very fast but devoted and true...be nice, friendly, open-minded, build relationships based on honesty and trust. Emo fellas have big circle of friends but are often picky, cos 'friends can make or break you, so beware!' theyr also are obsessed with relationships. Keep Rockn Hard!!!.

PS:And if my lungs still let me breathe, will you be there for me...I can't make it on my own...I don't know if i could make it, i don't know if i am strong...

ONE WORD!:

JIWANG

AND TODAY IM JIWANG..
NT EMO THOU..
A BIT THE SAME..
BT ITZ DIFFERENT OK!..
YEAH SOO..
ABIT OF FEELINGS TO BE LET OUT..
MORE SENTIMENTAL..

TOP 5:

PESANAN BUAT KEKASIH-SPRING:
""Walaupun hatiku kau lukai
Namun ku masih menyayangi
Kerna sehingga waktu ini
Cintaku masih untukmu

Oh sayang di mana kau berada
Janganlah kau lupakan aku
Ingatlah aku walau sesaat
Seorang insan yang terluka""

BILA DAH JEMU KITA DITINGGALKAN-SCREEN:
""Hai begitulah lumrahnya manusia
Waktu tengah sayang kita dirayu
Bila dah jemu kita ditinggalkan
Mengikut sesuka hati

Siapa yang pernah
Ditinggal kekasih
Pasti merasa apa yang ku rasa
Tak guna lagi untuk ditangiskan
Ku pasrah kepada mu Tuhan.""

PUTERI DI PINTU MAHLIGAI-IKLIM:
""Puteri di pintu mahligai
Kulihat kasihmu melambai
Walaupun jauh tapi jelas
Jiwaku menyentuh jiwamu

Puteri di pintu mahligai
Nyatakan segala impian
Sambutlah tangan sambutlah
Semoga terlepas segala siksaan""

BAYANGAN GURAUAN-MEGA:
"Tak pernah ku alami
Tk mungkin ku hindari
Di himpit perasaan
Bayangan gurauan

Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri..."

ISABELLA-SEARCH:
"Isabella adalah kisah cinta dua dunia
Mengapa kita berjumpa namun akhirnya terpisah...

Dia Isabella lambang cinta yang lara
Terpisah kerana adat yang berbeza
Cinta gugur bersama daun-daun kekeringan"

GOOD FRIDAY, F1

hey ppl..
ok today was GOOD FRIDAY...
i dun reallie noe wad was tt supposed to mean..
lol..
so yeah..
dO u noe?
FYI..
i juz love FORMULA 1..
n i dunno y not many noe bout it n be a fan of it..
its a sport too kae..
MOTORSPORTS indeed..
i hope wen SG gt brings F1 here, they will like n watch it..lol
btw i did some "research" on it
the cars r quite nice ah..
the action better..
the sounds of speed..
the winding of tracks..
different teams have their own unique chasis n colors n engines n oil/petrol n sponsors...
bt itz dang colofrul wen u compile them together..
i love McLaren..
to be precise, VODAFONE MCLAREN MERCEDES =)


so i will juz post some pics for those who nvr cared abt F1..
have a nice time looking thru those pics..
*(err'ok!)haha
PS:oni one poster leh

1ST ROW(L-R):MCLAREN,RENAULT,FERRARI;
2ND ROW(L-R):HONDA,BMW SAUBER,TOYOTA;
3RD ROW(L-R):RED BULL,WILLIAMS,TORO ROSSO;
4TH ROW(L-R):SPYKER,SUPER AGURI

Emptiness

sorry ppl, too long nvr blog..
juz too bz n lazy..
hahaz..
so yeah..
HI HI BYE BYE!

Games carnival

yeah so today we had semi-final for tk games carnival soccer...
its more lyk an inter-class lah..
so btw we 4H were up against 4GK..
n 4B against 4E...
our match was a pretty nice one, wif oni sum minstakes by our players..
bt fortunately shariful n alex were managed to be pressured, nt allowing them to score any goals..
n our attack shattered their defence twice...
first was a placing frm shafie n 2nd was sum shot frm shahdan...
the players 4 juz nw were:
IZHAQ; MELSON, RAUNAQ, JUSTIN; SHAFIE, JOHNATHAN, SHAHDAN...

n in the other match, 4E tycoedly won 1-0..
timothy scored wif a whack sumwhere frm half-line..
so 3rd/4th placing will be 4B VS 4GK...
n finale wud be 4E VS 4H..

**GO STUDY GEOG!!!**

Heats

wwoooo...
ok on last thurs we had games carnival heats ah...
den as usual, soccer is the most populaR AMg us..
den our class, 4Hysteria? lyk gt too many ppl ah hu wanna play...
den we de most subs on the bench..
GRP1 is 4cdf, 4e, 4h..
GRP2 is 4b, 4gk, 4j..
yeah so top 2 classes frm the grps proceed to SEMI-FINALS

den we won 1-0 vs 4cdf...
shahdan dame gud ah scored..
den john's shud haf had scored(they celebrated the "goal" liao)
it was an open chance n he cud haf juz tap bt blasted off above the crossbar or sumwhere near it..
haha
players for tt match were: izhaq, melson, raunaq, hanafi, shafie, johnathan, shahdan(MOM)...

meanwhile 4e drew 0-0 wif 4cdf..
4cdf were said to be the ""all-star"" best team in the world, newly formed..
yeah right, 1st rd oni kena knock-out..

den i played against 4e...
4H N 4E were de favourites to win the ""cup""..
haha two best teams of sec4 tk 07 meets..
de game was quite ok as we dominated most of the game..
i played defense n at least raunaq can defend..
SYAFIQ n gossi were aggresive defenders frm thier team..
john was lyk all the way walking..
cant run at all..
oni want to whack n do skills?
haha..
yeah so we attacked more n i shot anyhow b4 de final whistle usong my left leg..
surely nvr goal ryt..
haha..
btw i accidentally stepped on timothy twice sia..
sry man..
kori, me, raunaq, hanafi, shafie, john n shahdan played...
so 4H comes top wif 4pts n 4E 2nd wif 2pts while 4CDF bottom wif oni 1 pt..

in grp2, 4B won 4J wif 2-0 scoreline, arihant n charles scored..
n 4gk won 4j 1-0..
den 4B VS 4GK(two better teams of the grp)..
4gk won 1-0 wif shariful socring his 2nd goal in the ""compt""..
haha
so 4gk went top wif 6pts followed by 4b wif 3 pts n 4j bottomed wif 0pt..

den SEMI-FINALS shud been on tt day too..
bt because of bad weather, rain n lightning, postponed to MONDAY..
wasted ah
or else 4h vs 4gk n 4b vs 4e(without syafiq)..
there you go..

It's a holiday

WOO!..
ok ppl..
ive just came baq frm mlysia..
we went to PORT DICKSON, TIARA BEACH RESORT..
itz uber fun=)
my family n another family of mine went there for hols...
It was the largest man-made beach and water park in malaysia...

Den on thurs, went to my grandfather's hse to pay him a visit...
den my aunt treat us GELARE ice-cream...
nice sia de choc waffle n strawberry milkshake...
bt too much ah, muz share wif my lil cuz, md.zul..
btw my tok gt this nice vintage acoustic guitar..
IBANAZ sia...
i tyried it n it sounds gr8..
dang nice to play ah..
de strings and bridge is perfect..

Flag Day2

oh yah..
btw last sat's flag day was much more better den de prev one..
went wif more ppl..
den we go queensway..
go eat mcs..
den go look out for class jersey n oso nice boots..
den IZHAQ want sum addidas FS gloves..
so all muz chip in money lorr..
den skali one shop, while they were viewing the jerseys, ammar was holding the stupid flag day can..
den suddenly that-so-ever-attitude-shop-owner approached him and said sth lyk dis:
(u all supposed to do flag day..u noe wad flag day means? tell me wad it means to u..u want me to call ur sch..)
WTF, WTH...
den all lyk pissed wob him liao n gt out..
gt customers dun wanna serve..
i bet soon his gonna b BANKRUPT!!!
idiot..
nt de furz tym u noe..
recent visits to tt shop oso gt bad CUSTOMERS SERVICE..
wad kind of business is tt...

ok yah so well..
den me, ammar n zairil went off furz..
we went to paya lebar mrt station to collect donations wif our tins..
left oni 30mis to collection tym ah which is at CITY PLAZA..
so in juz 30 mins, we collected quite alot sia..
nearly half..
yeah..
bt i gt de least, zairil de most=(..
conferm grade if F..
haish..
yah soo den we went to VONDA shop furz ah for quiries(sp?)..
yah we go furz as izhaq ask to do so..
they still havent reached CITY PLAZA..
den gt new nice designs n colors..
wow!..
den for class jersey he say take de plain white wif vonda in silver..
n plus printing all tt is $20 oni..
soo we told de shop owner later our ferns cuming to order..
den me, zairil, ammar, juk fen go play LAN..
CS..
den b4 tt saw AISHA in de bus to KATONGsc..
yah den after playing 1hr of LAN, me n ammar went off, nk balek cepat..
den i called izhaq, i asked he ordered liao nt..
den he say yup bt it cost $27!!!.
wow much more den i expected..
itz white base den words name n muber all in Dark gold..
he say nice ah..
bt the price lehs?
bt nvm..
yah den after pusing2 ard parkway 4 stuffs, went home..
PEACE OUTZ

1st term ends

ok..
hello..
long tym no blog..
yeah..
basically the term has ended..
in the furz term, theres many issues on soccer, o lvl n many other more..
baru furz term dah stressed up..
bt wdv it is, juz strive on..
yeah..
hols nw..
take a break n shud enjoy it, nt 4gting revising n hwk..
planning to cylce, soccer n fishing..
btw AIM out of champs league..
tts all i got to say..
ciaoz
peace

training

ok den after tt set off to opera estate field..
den in de bus all misbehaved..
den we act lyk SP...
hahas..
k wdv..
yah den training was dame syioking n gerekz...
furzly we played crossings n long ball..
den me, lut,charles, shafie were de main crosser..
den haikal gt e ball he juz whack..
wad sia..
pass ah..
nvm..
chang shneng, hanafi, shakur, khabir, haikal, taufiq, lufillah, ammar, shafie, charles, syariff came..
woah at lst attendance frm tkss is full..
total 11/16..
den play long passes in a big circle..
den short low passes in smaller circle..
after tt den 5-5 match.
me, khabir, lut, shaf n kal were in one team n han, ammar, syariff, cs, charles were in another team..
we played qite gd bt cant finish..
as usual h..
kal n shaf tk pull baq..
dey stand in front do nthg sia..
esp kal..
k ah nt nthg..
bt nt tt crious..
tk committed sgt uh..
kal gt de ball, open, den he gaf away to de other team juz lyk tt..
den he play shoot oni..
den kejar tk pass...
den taufiq came n join their team..
cs nt bad lah keep..
den raining ok ah..
at least bleh phm ah.
charles was gd top scorer..
den khabir, lut n syariff were de bez runners.
we dame need them in da team..
they dame fast n hardworking..
run up n down..
esp syariff, hyper active.
n ammar tadi was better den usual..
i okok oni nid to improve on short pass..
long pass n run gt de ball oryt ah..

so ya den our stuffs all were lyk dame wet..
lucky my bro n i, ammar n syariff stufs were covered by a plastic sheet..(courtesy of khabir)
den ran to nearest shelter.
haikal a.metro.a.p.
lost his uniform lah, phone lah..
bt all in his bag..
bugger sia..
clean ourslves up in a dis shop-hut,we shud rent it for our clubhse uh..
haha
den md stupid cheer, all hands together shouted wad shit lah haikal..lols
pastu beli air, they go mcs we go home...
TAMAT

Wednesday is our fun time together!

wooohooo.
wow..
today was effing syiok..
gerekz giler..
kk furz was in sch furz ah..
p e run 2.4km..
yey i improved n baq to standards=)
9.50 min..
my bez timing so far..
lol..

kk den cums to assmbly..
haha..
our class nidda go baq class for awhile furz..
gt sum matters ah which cannot tell..
4H bez class lah..
alwaes gt de limelight one..
the most notorious class?
hip, hop, happening, handphone, havoc, happie go luck, n sum elze more..

we de last class reach hall for de guitar performance..
den the classic guitar player was dame gud..
fast hands..
he pluck n change string cam tk nmpk g2..
hahakz..
de acoustic okok..
bt his voice sux..
they played n we sang along superman-five for fighting, wake me when september ends-greenday, boulevard of broken dreams-greenday, n many other solos of blues n country musique..
funness...
den woah!!!...
de sec3s dame2 attitude..
perangai sak.
they wanna become lyk last yr sec4 batch..
bt they more step..
mentang2 baru pakai sluar panjang, tros besar arh!..
we sec4s at least more chill..
nt all walk out of the hall..
unlyk sec3s..
OM louya lah..he cant do anythg bout it..
he ask sec1s stand, de sec3s inc sum sec4s ciao..
den there was lyk sum atmospheric situation..
gahaha..
bla3..
line clear liao den sec1s go class by class..
den we sec4s step baek, wryt down our names hu is still n hall=)
so we wun gt ay punishment or wad lah.haha
den while sec1s gg out, me n hanafi diri2 kt back of the hall beside de staff rm coridor..
den sthg happen..
hahas.
dame erm farni?
tink soo..

widia my sec1 fren(a minah)?, de npcc, 1E, said she will tegor me bile2 nmpk me..
den i was lyk nvr saw her b4 in real n she oso same..
den lyk tk perasan sgt ah..
she swit aT me ah..
den stared at me hoping i would saw her..
bt i tot hu sia tt gurl..lol
coz i nvr c properlie..
den lyk tk tau malu ke tgk je..lol
lyk igt sape seh.igt salah org ke..
hanafi were lyk ishk3..
budak2 pompan sec1 srg gatal sak..
swit kt org abey tgk aku lame2.."
perasan nmpk..
he oso dunno tts my fren..
den after tt widia msged:i saw u! juz now i swit at u. ur reaction was lyk... hahs.

ok den eat afer sch n lepaked at canteen waiting 4 rain to reda n wait for hanafi n syariff..
bla3..