Tuesday, 30 December 2008

Eleventyseven


Nostalglatopia - Eleventyseven


Love In Your Arms - eleventyseven

Those are two great tracks from one of my favourite bands of all time, eleventyseven..
They're an electronic/punk/rock band from the states..

Stay tune for my 2008 year end summary as well as 2009 early year resolutions..

Saturday, 20 December 2008

reasons to live...

Here's a sum up on my week:

Monday - Played cage soccer at East Coast Park with SR friends as well as Ashburtonians.
Those who came were Farez, Me, Ammar, Shafie, Haikal, Hanafi, Juffri, Khai J, Khairul Anwar, Tim, Aleem, Ridzwan.
Ashburtons plus Fareez in one team with the rest in another.
6 V 6, kinda sempit but we managed to own them i guess=x
Ate at Macs after that before going home straight as the rain stopped..

Tuesday - Did what ah? Oh i think played guitar/comp the whole day..

Wednesday - Went to Queensway Shopping Centre with Shafie and Ammar in the afternoon around 12+ Met Ammar first and gave him my bro's street soccer shoes.
Ate at Macs again with Ammar first, while waiting for Shafie..
Then walked around from first floor to the third in search of a pair of Adidas Predator Powerswerve boots for our dear Shafie.
Ammar was looking for either Adidas sala or Nike 5ive street soccer while I looked around for any nice JanSport, Eastpak or Nike backpacks..
None of us bought anything tho since we're all dead broke then.
After that Ammar went to work.
Me and Shafie went to Tampines next to meet and lepak with Izhaq and Haikal. Bla3.. Then Haikal wanted to go town.
So met Syaq & Jannah afterwards but did nothing at Orchard.
All of us agreed to follow Haikal cos all of us had nothing better to do and didn't want to stay at home.
But is dame sian..
So in the end, we end up going to Simpang Bedok to eat dinner as well as watch Singapore's match.
Lots of things happened on the way such as Haikal being threatened to death or something-.-
Went home quite late again..

Thursday - Supposed to go and play street with them at Opera Estate in the afternoon but heck my mum asked to do clean up the house especially my bedroom and the fans.
Dame irritating..
Played guitar/computer again at night.

Friday - Went to my aunts place at Commonwealth to accompany my 12-year old cousin to Queensway Secondary School to ask for a transfer in there.
He was initially posted to Henderson Sec Sch at Henderson Rd there which is quite far away from his house, Holland Rd.
So yea he wanted appeal to Queensway which is much more nearer and due to the fact that most of his friends was posted there; NA stream tho-.-
After that went to visit my grandparents at Holland since we're already near there.
Went to Orchard Rd again while on the way back.
But this time, singgah-ed HMV to grab a copy of the new A Vacant Affair album, Reasons To Leave at only $17.95.. Quite worth it with 11 tracks inside. Support local indie music bands yaww!
So here's some of the images from the album..

Album Cover:
<-we are losing you.
GET $20 OFF
ANY MANHATTAN PORTAGE BAG
UPON PRESENTATION OF THIS CD AT

02-110 Far East Plaza, 14 Scotts Road
Singapore 228213
Label:
Distributed by Universal Music Pte Ltd.

Today - Rotting at home, checking out places to stay and go at Malacca online, playing PES09, listening to the album I just bought yesterday and so on..

Tomorrow - Going to Kallang National Stadium to catch Team Singapore, Lions, live in action against Vietnam???

Next Monday to Wednesday - OFF TO MALAYSIA

Next Friday - Cage soccer at kallang from 2 to 6pm???

...Before We Turn On Ourselves
Goodbye!

Sunday, 14 December 2008

another saturday outings..

Tml or later indeed, i'll be off to east coast park at 2pm to play cage soccer with my fellow srjc frens as well as a few of the ashburtonians.
oh & i'll be off to malaysia from the 22nd to 24th of december..
so any plans, you know what to do; either cancel me off, make it earlier or delay till i get back-.-

ok so btw its great to own an electric guitar, for my very first time=D
woke up like ard 10.30 in the morn then siap and went off at 11.30 to go to the swee lee year end sale at sims dr..
took 80 n stopped at gmss bus stop before walking in deep inside the aljunied industrial area..
aha as soon as me n my bro reached there, the queue was like dame long alrdy,
till the back of the place..
so yea..
the wait was quite long, in fact very long as well..
about 1.5/2 hrs or so before we can even enter the showroom upstairs at level 2..
hahaa..

so yea while in the line, we called up for members to come down here with us and take a look around or help us decide on which guitars to buy..
aha so i called for hanafi n my bro called for faizal, the guitar pro..
hahha..
so hanafi managed to make it on time, just before our batch went upstairs.
hanafi's dame chill now..
no phone, hard to contact but still can keep to his words..
haha..
quite outgoing too, as in can go out and go home anytime, anywhere with anyone nw..
he/his parents dont mind anymore i guess..
aha..




niways, yerp likea around 2.30 or so finally it was our turn to go shop around the warehouse..
haha..
oo saw quite a number of good electric guitars but me n my bro had this mindset of getting an epihpone one..
just a matter of which..
bt sadly we could'nt find the one we saw at the internet..
so there was thoughts of switching to a cort or ibanez guitar which cost ard 400 plus before discount..
quite cheap and good though but at last we found this epihphone SG special as well as epihphone les paul special 2 player pack, respectively..

so yea thought of getting the SG special one bt theres no amp, bag, strap, cable, tuner, pick and everything else if we buy that one.
have to look for it separately which is like time wasting since the queue to make payments was getting long..
so yea just grabbed the player pack, more like a starter set.
bt at least its quite worth it since its quite cheap with everything you need inside.
who cares its still an electric guitar too..
and its black in color/ebony.
haha..
so paid about 320 bux, discounted from actual price of 640 bux.
was quite happy to finally get hands my hands on my own, or more of my bro's elect guitar..
haha..

so it was like ard 3.45 when we're done shopping at the swee lee sale..
haha..
a great experience definitely and like gt to meet all kinds of ppl, mostly musicians i sppose..
we saw muhammad too, hanafi's fren, taufiq's bandmate, my TK senior..
haha..
next stop, went to pray at masjid salim mattar which was kinda small for a nice mosque which is directly beside darul ihsan..
its located at ard aljunied area too, opposite macpherson pri.
so yea prayed zohor and asar as well there before we head on to the lotto warehouse sale right across the road..

ive bought my lotto zhero black/white street soccer shoes on the other day last week so now its my turn to bring my bro and hanafi there to look ard..
so yea hanafi didnt plan to buy or get anyhting from there especially shoes since he n lut kept buying them lately..
but hahaha little did we knw as my bro was searching fr the right size right design 20 bux shoe, hanafi fell in love with this white/blue street soccer shoe which he assumed similar to nike 5..
haha so yea he wanted it so badly that my bro paid for him first=)
& soon after, my bro got the same pair of shoes too..
only one size smaller..
haha he grabbed this dark blue lotto jersey too..
quite nice, tml i wear..
haha.
& i gt myself a ball pump..
haha..
total frm that shopping spree, 60bux only..
quite worth it and affordable ah..

so yea was quite a fruitful day to buy things yesterday, september 13..
and it seems like we parted ways after that..
hanafi crosse the road and took 66 back to bedok while me, my bro and faizal took 62.
i went home straight carrying all the guitar and stuffs while my bro and faizal stopped at kovan to look for books then.
as soon as we get back, my mother asked us to follow them go pengatin kat tampines plak.
it was aunty min nyer anak sedare or sthg..
so yea was quite a tiring day but quite fun and im definitely much more happy n more positive nowdays..

oh oh & i like faiz's fashion sense..
dame style ah..
told my bro i liked his shirt.
the typical 2 front pocket type with a button at the sleeves..
and and abg faizal nak kasi kasot vans to my bro plak..
mamu razak as usual, saw him at masjid ghufran first b4 the 2 bros picked us up there..
haha all in all the whole family's fun to talk with=D

Friday, 12 December 2008

Love Story
Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there... on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little Did I know
That you were Romeo; You were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby just say "Yes.'"

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
"Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story, baby just say yes.

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...









OMG HW NICE & SWEET..
IF ONLY I WAS JULIET.. HAHA!-.- JKJK

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

Hey now!



carefree

i don't care about what ppl say already..
as long as I'm happy, they have no right to tell me off whats right whats wrong..
hehe..
should take life as easy as possible.
just enjoy the simplest thing in life and have interest in what you're doing now..
should be perfectly fine..

so glad having the hols right now..
where i can chill, relax and take a break from everything before gearing up for next year's full force drive into the uni..
ahah nvm-.-
seriously i think we should enjoy and have as much fun as possible first before we put our plans into action..
plans as in academic targets and stuffs..
like i know we have much of assignments to complete and all..
but tats at the back of the mind..
have to feel happy for now at least..
ahah be more positive:D
like i know ah like if lazy to do assignments too and wanna have fun yet there's nth much we could do..
then just keep this mind free, unoccupied..
like don't think too much or don't think of anything complicated/sophisticated..
then you will feel much more better i guess.
it worked for me?
aha nah its ok nvm..

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.

Saturday, 6 December 2008

whatever world.

Thursday, 4 December 2008

as cities burn - love at our throats




right now is the time for the tired and forgotten
tired and forgotten
to turn in our legs, crippled from
our own way and strength
and let us strap compassion to our chests
and run as if we never knew how until now

we will wear compassion
we will wear it on our chests
and sing with love at our throats
like a child, it's all i know

Father, hide our hearts in you
lest we steal them back
and lay them at the feet of men
i know now that glory has not a place
near my hands or any man

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

There is the one that hinders me from everthing else in this world.

I talked too much, too little.
I can be talkative at times but im more to a quiet type of person.
BUT i think like i always talk at the wrong time.
Like when im talkative, nobody would wanna listen but when im not, they ask met to talk.
Blearghs i feel all messed up.
In this small part of my life.
Im feeling grounded in my personal life though i AM usually grounded at home, not allowed to go out and wander off till late and stuffs.
My dad thinks im what?
Dont need have a life.
I wanna have THE life k!

But right, when hes not around and when frens ajak me keluar, i give lots of excuses pulak.
Like suddenly lazy.
So sry man..
Haikal.. Just now i didnt meant to disappoint you for not playing soccer at opera.
But yerps since the first time i stepped there, i dont quite like the place and cant perform there.
Haha. see excuses some more.
Bt this one real ah..

But still, like when i ajak frens go out with me plak go somewhere else, no response one.
I only got soccer and school frens or wad?!
Nvr doing anything else outside.
bleah-.-
So yea im quite predictable, not likeable=(
Oh ya! sry i 4gt i have low confidence and self-esteem.
But this time round i dont care will just vent out what im not happy with.
dont feeling2 ah.
keep it deep inside oso for wad.
either ways no one care.
so just shut up k.(scolding myself, pls anybody dont terasa.__.)

Ah why cant parents just let go of us?
Its not like we're 17 for nothing..
Next year the army's calling already.
& they dont let us be ourselves, how to be independent later on in life.
blearghs.
Even if its hols, no freedom.
In fact more worse ah as he can instruct me do this do that at home for him since im 'free' at home.
Padahal NOTzx sia.
Schoolwork berlambak but still i dont think can catch up and so lost in it.
Then wanna find work also must follow his criteria.
Think i what sia!?
Thats my own personal experience ryt?
why you care ah abah.
grr.
Like when im promoted also, he dont believe then like scold2 me for now scoring it.
WTF SHUD BE THANKFUL ALRDY LA!
Then like when i say i gt school then nvr go, they really scared i pon-ed it.
Padahal tkder per..
Just a reason to go out.
Cant they get it.

Soccer, music and everything is my life.
He cant take away everything man.
Seriously ppl also wanna have fun ryt.
This is the growing stages of a man.
& like without trying all the stuffs, LEGAL ones, so boring la.
Im not that type of guai kia sit at home all day can study one.
In fact ppl thot of quitting studying alrdy
BT just say to myself.
ONE MORE YEAR GET IT THROUGH AND DONE WITH.
THEN STR8AWAY ENTER UNI SENANGKAN HATI MAKBAPAK.
BIAR DORG DIAM SIKIT.
I swear when i get my own degree and career alrdy, i will nvr regret anything i have done wrong to them, coz theres none..
Its they anggap yang aku ni terok sangat sampai masok SR aje bising.
Sial la its still a jc mann.
MYOB can?

Dont know how long more can i give in and respect him.
haiz after they are our elders?
give face la.
if dah tkder kang susah jugak.
Astagh-Firullah, sheesh me.

Saturday, 29 November 2008

A tribute to Kushank


Yesterday evening marks a very sad day for us here at Ashburton FC.
18:30, at Singapore's Changi Airport Terminal 3, we all gathered for the last time to bid farewell to Kushank.
Despite the fact that Mumbai, India was being attacked by terrorists this few days, he had no choice but to leave and part ways with us that very day.
Wrong day to go off man.
It was a sad occasion to all his other friends and family too, since he was going there alone.
Took group photos with him as well as gave him an autographed Ashburton soccer ball before he left us & Singapore.
Izhaq even gave away his apple crumble? haha.





We will all miss Kushank.

One of our key soccer member, our right winger, is gone for now.
We would be having a difficult time to find replacement for him i guess.
He has gone back to his hometown to pursue on further studies and get back to his roots..
So everyone from the club, would like to take this opportunity to wish him farewell and convey their best wishes to him.

All the best to you man!
Hope you're gonna be successful there or something
and that you will never forget us here.
Come back soon one day and keep in touch bro!
Take very good care of yourself.
So long, Goodbye.

Monday, 24 November 2008

Problems after problems..

One hurdle past, the other came by.
Oh wells.
Life's just full of problems.
One after another.
Hey now! Life's definitely tough but it's gonna make u stronger and keep us from going.
I must be confident, brave enough for any obstacles ahead.
I mustn't just let it go or keep running away from it and avoid it.
Instead i have to face every difficulties in life to make it even more sweeter.
So yeah, God, give me the strength will ya?
& for now i shall stay strong and tabah, kuatkan iman and so forth.
Amin.!
:)

Hello to A levels?

OMG, I'm so glad to gt promoted to jc2 next yr.
Thank god.
& i would also like to thank all my frens, classmates everyone else who have helped me through this whole promotion thingy n supported me from the back.
Really grateful.
So sry but no poly or retain plans anymore?
And this means that is nt the end, in fact its just the beginning of the A lvl journey.
I'm scared that i couldn't cope next year's hectic schedule.
Oh n i have lots of work to catch up with..
Like I'm so ketinggalan.
Ive miss so many supplementary lessons, meaning that i have to attend extra make up lectures n tutorials from 24Nov to 5Dec n from 5Jan to 8Jan.
Looks like that i wont be having much holidays n time for breaks coz i really needa do some revising, studying, mugging, completing hwks, tutorials & assessments

Oh n early nxt year, SRJC n 3 other north zone JCs are gonna have a mass open house entitled, look to the north for a JC education. Here are the details.


The 4 North Zone JCs will be having a synchronized open house in 2009.


Date: 9 January 2009 Friday

Time: 9 am - 4 pm

Free shuttle service available to and from the four NZ JCs. We look forward to seeing you.

Monday, 17 November 2008

Saturday outings feels great!



Baik or whats..
Got 2 pairs of PUMA oringinal boots for only just 65bux..

But before that....
Went to play soccer last saturday in the morning at opera at 9am bt there was some team building event there so had to shift to kembangan field there.
Was supposed to play against Skills That Kills, our TK jr who have just finished O lvls.
It was around exactly one year since we met each other, remembering the fact we won 5-0 at safra against them last year on the last day of our O lvl papers.
However when we reached there, only about 5 of them were present and the rest of their team were late with excuses such as overslept n so on.
So at around 10.30am after our team have kicked about on the pitch itself, it started to drizzle..
Adam have to leave earlier and soon it began to rain heavily.
So we were left with no choice but to cancel the match and many wanted to go home or sthg.

However after we have changed to clean attire, our whole team fr tht day decided to go to East Point to have lunch. Only Adam left first.
So yes took bus 28 to bdk rsv prk then chg to 5 to simei.
Didnt know 5 took such route.
Hanafi and lutfillah are both quite knowledgable too in terms of street smart.
Actually most of our teammates like Ammar n my bro are, only that my SR frens are not exposed to our own SMALL COUNTRY's whereabout.
Such losers.
HAHA

K so went to look for a pair of street soccer shoes at some sports shop and there the lotto are selling at 1 for 29.90, 2 fr 50bux.
Quite a good deal too bt didnt thought of getting them first since the design, colour n size dont look to fit us.
So went upstairs to Banquet to eat with them all.
Sit there quite long before we decided to go off and do something else.
There, lut n hanafi informed us, me n my bro, about a RSH warehouse sale going at the machpherson factory outlet.
So what else, since we're already out of house without father knowing and he's still at home, we decided to go there lorr since our boots are at dying stages.

But before that!, hahahha shafie, kushank, haikal and charles were going down the escalator fast leaving me, khabir, lut, hanafi, amamr n izhaq catching up with them
HAHAH but then they stopped at level 2 as they noticed this Kiddy Ride thingy that have not much customers.
Kushank wanted to ride on one of those but its quite big n he dont wanna ride alone.
So he ajaked shafie to naik skali.
The ride cost only 2 bux but OMG the thing who slow and can even move by itself while some nursery songs are being played.
HAHAHA u may say they might be childish and all bt wait, the best part of it is that they intend to leave the thing inside one of the building's lift.
& YES they did turned left heading for the lift and all.
Everybody there were like WTF are they doing since our whole team were following them while most of us were laughing our lungs out while some taking videos/pictures of the 2 buggers.
AHAHA then when they reached the lift, the thing got stuck there or sthg.
HAHA the thing have stopped and can move anymore.
That was the funniest shit ever i swear.
hahahaha so they were like paisey alrdy then they push the thing back to where it belong.
Then shafie told the lady who own it about what they did..
Hahah dektu bleh layankan lagi.
Btw shes some poly student too just like them..
haha oh n izhaq was like dunno us and went upstairs to buy Call of Duty 5 game.

After that then the fun-crazy brothers wanted to go and swim at kushanks condo there, melville.
HAHA i think they did ah the haikal shafie charles kushank n izhaq all.
Bt for the first time i didnt follow them go there since my bro badly wanted to grab something at the warehouse sale, preferably soccer boots.
So yea we parted ways with lut going bedok int, hanafi going home, ammar going work n me n my bro off to that place.
Bt 4 of us took the same bus before changing buses.

So in the end, i got what i really wanted for so long.
LIKE from the previous year, ive been eyeing for this PUMA V1.06 i FG camo silver grass color.
But it was costly n ive no money back then.
So yeah.
Dame nice and its superligth summore with its CARBON FIBRE sole or sthg.
Woah dame sleek and nice and all.
1st grade summore, which normally cost around 179bux.
But this time its just for 40bux fr one pair and 65 fr 2 pairs.
However the place was dame crowded n busy with people all, mostly the working class, not our age grp.
ahha.
So yes i went to grab fr one of the box that states size 7.5/8.5. & wen i opened the box, i was even happier to learn that theres a specially desinged shoebag for it.
Power ah!
Bt my bro didnt get the same model.
He didnt like the kain-liked texture as he prefer the normal plastic leather type.
So yea he got some Puma Esito ii GC i FG.
His is black base with red strips.
The inside is quite comfortable for him since got the cushion-liked but the outside not so much for performance.
I guess mine is the complete package of limited edition boots sold at the correct time of the year.
Didnt regret coming all the way to macpherson to shop around for cheap stuffs, but still branded ones.-.-



So in the end took 151 to hougang b4 chging to 89 for home sweet home.
Slept as soon as i got back.
What a tiring yet enjoyable n fruitful day fr me that was, only the fact that i missed our SRJC outdoor PE held at pasir ris which is like the last time for our class to be together.
BUT OH WELLS.
With such sucky class, boring to the max with so much division of cliques and super ununited/unbonded.
No offence to anybody bt true wad?
K BYE.
ps: cant wait fr re-exams, n everything to be over to move on to nxt yr's life.
bahaha

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

carefree

played soccer fr 3 str8 days.
quite fun ah since so long nvr kick ard.
especially at the kembangan field one, on saturday..
nt a bad frenly at all..
in fact all played quite well since its fr fun n leisure/recreation with some other random frenly grp of nice soccer enthusiasts.
hoping to have a better life ahead..
oh n re-exam's on the 14th of november which is this friday..
all the best mans!
after that then can finalise whether to advance, retain or poly..
lets just stay cheerful^^

Friday, 7 November 2008

Tragedi Oktober

What a lonely September, really...

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did


oh & one bloody year have just past like that.
its ending is quite tragic..
so let us see where would we be A Year From Now.

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

THE NEW MONSTERS OF BASS

Omg shitzxzx..
Theres a new craze in town and i swear im addicted to it.
The 6-string bass guitar..
WOAH power siah the sound and all.
Quite nice and soothing.
Compared to 6-string electric guitar, i think basses are now much more nicer, especially when they can make it solo.
Oh goshh..
Like elect guit too nyaring ahh.
Like bass you dunnid play fast2 all like elect n can take your time.
More like relaxed..
& ya its super cool n unique.
Like can make something simple into sthg really nice without the need to play like metal or rock style, unlike the elect guit.
So shall change my shopping list to 6-string bass now instead of the common over rated 6-string electric guitar..
Most preferably the IBANEZ models.
Like these...









Oh & dream theatre is the power house of music man!.
They are dame good and talented and skilled.
Each different member plays a different instrument in which all of them can play or do a solo on it.
Superb man & without the vocals nicer too i guess..
Oh how i love instrumental, experimental rock music..
Melts awaw.. =DDD

Sunday, 2 November 2008

I walk beside you, syirah!

So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

To Insyirah, this is a dedication to you, after all the misunderstandings and misjudgement all, i still liked u the way u r as buddies fr nw at least, & i hope we can be closer than ever:)

I Walk Beside You [Live] - Dream Theater

Saturday, 1 November 2008

Uncertainities

God why must u make my life so complicating n confusing.
Gahh i dunno wad am i gonna do frm nw on.
Like fr the future all.
Wad am i to become.
I want everything but nothing wanted me; im not quite happy about my life, but nothing's gonna make me happy.
So lost, broken, cofused.
Haiz..



lie to me
give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

go lie to me
tell me stories so beautiful
an epic of something so terrible
that it makes me weep



Im almost good at nothing, living for nothing or nobody, or at least nobody would notice and care about me. Who am i la kan?
What more could i ask for?
My social life sucks too, n i nvr achieve anything so great in life before.
Im such a failure. Total failure. Constantly unsuccessful in anything i do in life.
Why must all go wrong and not well.
I know i can be quite weird at times, y im sucha weirdo too?
Theres nobody in life whom i look up too as well as nobody confine in me stuffs tht ppl dun usually tell.
Really all i need is some love,care and concern from anybody nice in particular.
I lack in those since im almost a no-body at home too.
Parents nvr pay close attention to me n they nvr show n give me all the love i needed.
So i can conclude tht i had no life ever since im born.

"The outside world does not have much to offer you right now -- hunker down at home."
& thats exactly what ive been doing for the pass 17 years, especially ever since ive moved to sengkang.
Theres basically nobody around you to support and push you through in life.
Im so all on my own.
I know that one day, everybody have to be on their own too to survive in life.
But too much competition is also unhealthy.
I hate my jc ppl.
Super self-centered, selfish, arrogant, unfriendly and competitive.
None are considered close/good friends.
& tht one fren i had b4 even jc strt is quite different now too.
Haiz.

So ive had a life full of confusions and all.
Please some clear my uncertainities and help me out in whatever im doing.
I think all i need is someone who can pour out all the love and care for me.
Any kind souls out there who are sweet, nice, cute, pretty or something whose available? HAHA
What a sad life.
Such dramatic unclear path ahead of this life.
Blearghs.

PS: I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT I WAS RANTING ABOUT-.-

Friday, 24 October 2008

Commendation Day 2008

Today marks the end of the year for JC1 in SRJC.
Had commendation day just now at school.
Those who got promoted will be refered to JC2 from now on.
Guess i have to settle with just re-exam status for now.
Just 5 points shy of the promotion criteria.
Hmph.
But still quite thankful i could at least fall into this category, if not worse.
So yea never give up as i still have many back up plans such as going into poly with either real estate business, architecture, aviation management or banking and finance course if i still dont succeed this time round.
Also i may consider to take private A levels next year if i were to withdraw from SRJC sooner or later.
Guess it would be better two concentrate on two areas and have 2 certificates for easier University admission i hope.
Stay strong, have a positive thinking and be open minded.
All the best to everyone for the future if we wont be able to meet each other again.
:D

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

HI-BYE

MYE CA PROMOS OVERALL GRADE

H1 Genereal Paper 42 48 37.5 41 S
H1 Mathematics 35 72 34 42 S
H2 Economics 28 66 35 40 S
H2 Geography 44 53 38 43 S
H2 Malay Language 54 63 54 56 C
& Literature


Oh mannz..
With this grade now.
Im more confused and stuck on where to go.
Coz i thought before this i have more hope to even retain coz got 4U & 1D.
Now like sia no Us n 1C.
Not bad you know.
HAHA.
Ranking points 30, just 5 points shy of the promotion criteria.
With this sort of results i think i fall under category 2 which is have to Re-Exam to be advanced.
Man, thats dame leceh.
Its like unfair ah..
So hard to gt C fr h2 malay alrdy, then like have to sit fr friggin 6hr papers agn?
Sialah..
Dont tink i wanna get promoted thru this way.
Its either group one or poly.
Speaking of which, i would so love to go to NP (Ngee Ann Poly) in a Real Estate Business Course..
Confirm dame fun n interesting n exciting n poly ppl are more frenly i guess.
I hop i wud gt to experience more new things in poly since NP is one of the best too.
Theres just many advantages switching to the poly route even if ive wasted one whole year in college.
Since my other TKsians frens from all over singapore are not doing quite well too in jc, im dragging them go to NP instead of retaining or other polys.
So possible frens that will join me there are Daniel n Melson frm MJC, Nicole from CJC n Khairul Anwar from SRJC.
Oh well not a bad group of company after all.
At least theere will be someone we know if we enter the poly through nxt yr o lvl batch of students.
Plus theres also my members whose alrdy been in there since the start of the year.
How lucky Izhaq, Shafie, Ammar, Syaq & Wann to be there earlier than me.
So when im still a freshmen, they gonna be in yr2 i guess.
But still just be thankful with whatever we have and get.
Amin.
Oh but the sad part is i havent tell my parents abt my plans to go to a poly then.
HAIZ.
I bet they will disagree or be very unhappy with it and will take some time to adjust this situation.
Furthermore as u know poly fees arent that cheap anymore and we have to get an individual laptops plus everyday clothings all, i realize i have to start working n find a part time job in the meanwhile, maybe after OP exams.
So shall work from like mid Nov to mid Feb?
Hopefully enough to cover some stuffs by then.
But any question is should i withdraw form college?
& like when?
& ALSO HOW TO APPLY FOR THE NEXT POLY INTAKE?

P.s. Im having a bad flu, cough, cold, sore throat now mainly due to Sundays match in the rain, lack of sleep, too much soft drinks intake n didnt drink plenty of water.

Oh wells this is life.XD

Monday, 13 October 2008

OH PROMOS WAS GREAT.
SEE THE RESULTS LA?
HAHA.
H1 GP 37.5% U
H1 MATHS 33.75% U
H2 ECONS 33.75% U
H2 GEOG 38% U
H2 MALAY LIT 54% D
HAPPY NOW? XD

Friday, 10 October 2008

L.G. Fuad

LETS GET FUCKED UP AND DIE.
THERES NO NEED FOR ANYMORE SCHOOL.
LETS ALL JUST QUIT SCHOOL MOTHERFUCKERS.
PARENTS ARE BEING SUCH A BURDEN.
NOT OF A GREAT HELP.
THANKS AH!
POWER.
GO DIE MAN.

Thursday, 7 August 2008

Approaching Curve



Dame cool & nice.
Enjoy:)

Sunday, 20 July 2008

One in a Million

Long time never blog.
So here's just a quick update.
Yesterday, went to I on the World Forum at Marina Mandarin Hotel from 9am-12pm.
Had a talk session followed by group discussions and all.
Was quite fun, better than what i've expected.
I thought it would be boring but it is quite interesting though i didnt full participate in it.
One thing ive learn from this for sure is "the only change is constant".
Im sure now we are able to make a difference to this world someday somehow.

Met people from other schools such as SAJC, YJC, TP, SP, RP, Maarif.
But sadly didn't get to really interact and know them better cos of the time constraint.
Oh & met i also met ex-TKsian, luqman and haikal's cousin, danial during the tea break..
Oo didnt know SAJC peeps are quite malay-ish also.
What a small world.
HAHA.

Oh wells got myself my very first ATM card as well as a new MP3, Creative Zen Neeon2, 2GB for only $69.
Go grab it!
Here's some song lyrics by crowned kings dedicated to the one i always admire.
Azie, u know who=)

The night sky, like a busy street
Where millions of us never meet
The worlds not very little after all
It took so very long to see
Now your pains become a part of me
I'm hurting buy my hurt won't break your fall

Cause I've got enough to help me
And I've got enough to help you
But your one of a million stars
Cause I've got enough to help me
And I've got enough to help you
But your one of a million stars

The night sky, Like an ocean deep
We're drowning with the hopes hopes we keep
Cause we're so very little after all
If every single star is breathing
And even only one is weeping
How could things so big look so damn small

Friday, 4 July 2008

A9 Custom Hanes Zip Front Hoody

Though blog was dead for a few weeks back, im back!
Re-viving it.
The new jc term have been much more fun than ever.
Though school's still sucky & boring, there's lots of activities lined up for us.
For example the donation card collections, promos, the trash for cash, i will run, more fundraisings and also the designing of class jacket..
Woots.
So here's a preview on what i've design for the class hoodie.
HAHA.

Saturday, 17 May 2008

type

A funny animation i found in you tube.
It's so kekek ah.
HAHA.
But music's nice.
Like duh!
It's typecast.

(The band someone kutok-ed.
Saying it sux and all.
When he only has listened to one song and viewed one music video.
But act as if he knows and listens to all of the song already.
By saying the singer's ugly? It shows how much you don't know about them.
It's cos they are Philippines bodoh!)

Sorry TIM for writing all this but seriously, please do your research first, a thorough one preferably, before saying the type of music and band i listen to sux.
"It's only good for EMOs." OK i get it. Chill ah.
& it's like your songs all are so "fake" ah.
It's so mainstream/pop-ish and well-known.
Not so original.
It's not like you found out yourself.
It's like only when people recommend you or when you saw the videos in *someone's*
blog.
Oh and at least I don't hate the bands you prefer, maybe dislike but it's just that i don't want to listen to them can?
Thanks.
HAHA.

No offence though.
Just wanna teach you some knowledge and shut you up when it comes to appreciation of music skills and talents;
It's not just the voice/vocals, looks or rhythm of songs but more of the guitars, drums and bass.

Peace out!
Have fun XD

Thursday, 15 May 2008

Hates

Hating arrogant people and posers too.
Irritating, annoying, looking down on people and acting big.
Seeking attention when they already have the spotlight being a "high" profile person.
Nvm.

Oh & I won't ever let this go.
I don't wanna let you go.
Can that be a promise?

You said hi,
You wanted to talk about,
The things that you should know.
I never meant to run or hide,
I just didnt think it was time for you to know.
I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose.


So where do we go from here?

You know me well,
you know it's wrong.
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles.
It won't fool me,
cause you already did.

Wednesday, 14 May 2008

Best i ever had

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up;
These are the best days of our lives;
The only thing that matters is just following your heart;
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.

Thank you for everything, everything i ever wished for or even never wished for.
There's too many things i have to thank you for.
Those gifts were just too good to be true.
Appreciate it truck loads, just like how our friendship's being appreciated.
I shall treasure it deeply just like how i treasure you.
Coz you always left me speechless & dumbfounded.

The best i ever had.
It was the best i ever had.
You're the best i ever had.

=D
Love Shakur.

Monday, 12 May 2008

Emo

Oh and you wanna know why i must be emo?
Lol cause happiness is short-lived and can't be long.
While sadness is forever.
Optimistic can only get to your short-term goal.
But pessimistic gets to a long-term goal.
Haha.
Nvm..
Being a saddist n sacarstic is also another cool split-personality.
It's the extreme.
=X

Napha

A bad and good day.
So tired and sleepy right now.
But still havent study for tml's h2 econs lecture essay test and h1 maths test.
Bad thing is that had 3 tests, GP compre, Malay karangan and NAPHA test.
Good thing is that i managed to get 3As for NAPHA and got a D for my "weakest" which was Standing Broad Jump.
Bad thing is that how the heck can anyone fail sit and reach. LOL!
So unexpected and the it wasn't accurate lar..
The thing was like so far away from me.
Tsk.
& yea even if i could do 2 pull-up, it's still an E which means no more silver.
Haiz..
It's just so hard to achieve 3As but still fail overall.
9.57 mins for 2.4km, 9.7 secs for shuttle run(it was slippery) and 45 for sit ups.
Hmph..
So sad..
HAHA..
But yea had a great time after school..
Hehs..
Just can't wait to get that new bag, just like yours?
Lols:D

Sunday, 11 May 2008

Sorry


Haiz mistakes after mistakes.
I'm at fault again i guess.
Misunderstandings inevitable.

That mistakes was gold.
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not sure;
Getting off my chest, the story ends.

Please stop seeking attention la ppl.
Don't make a huge fuss out of it, as if there's something going on.
We're not even anything can.
We're nothing yet lei-.-
Stop it lar sey, all this profile thingy.
Can we stay unknown, low profile and in our own world somewhere only we know.
Nobody need to know right and don't let everyone know can.

Pretense and ignorance.

& all of you, please expect nothing out of me..
Don't expect much from me.
I'm nothing of what you expected.
I'm nothing more than you can ever expect.

I'm hopeless and afraid in giving hopes.
But i think you're giving hopes.
Hopes just dangles on a string.
I've gave in but now i feel like giving up.
I've failed to plan, now im planning to fail.
It's getting more clueless and confusing the life we lead to.
We have to take things slowly, step by step, one step at a time.
Give it time, time will heal and prevent anyone from getting hurt.

We shall put this to a halt and let's concentrate on school, studies, mid yrs and promos and PW and nth else i guess.
It's freaky, scary and risky to plunge and dive right into such things.
Everybody, let's stay as just friends and maintain a healthy lifestyle and relationship.
HAHA. =D

Note to self:
Sorry I'm Sorry I'm sorry;
Don't treat me, I'm to blame;
Don't treat me like I ever accused you.

Its not over

Tsk why do ppl take things for granted, including myself.

My bro's sucha nice and kind hearted person.
Just that i was blind enough to recognize his own uniqueness.
Miss him la nowadays.
Hmph we're not living like how we're supposed to live.

You're too nice for me to be nice with you.

Boohoo.

& I'm like living in my own world.
Nobody notice whats going through here.

Never ending emo-shit.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart;
Don't say this won't last forever;
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart;
Don't tell me that we will never be together;
We could be, over and over;
We could be, forever.
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over;
Unless you let it take you;
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over;
Unless you let it break you;
It's not over.

Haiz nvm.
Dunno what i crapping.
Haha.

Saturday, 10 May 2008

PW

PW's a sickening waste of time..
Hope you're happy..
Err..
Ya..

Thursday, 8 May 2008

Tsk

Im so sick and tired of this world..
Tsk its just so hard..
I tried so hard but yet i get nothing from it.
I think im giving up.
As usual a nobody deserved the worst.
And thats me la..
Im not even sure why i did that for that someone.
Its not like we're even close.
Its not like there's an obvious answer to us.
Its not like they care.
I just wasted my evening just like that, alone..
But still the person gave me hope i supposed.
My bad, my bad..
Sorry for this over-ranting but when you say goodnight didnt you mean goodbye?
Just forget about it, apologized, peace.
Bye then..

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

Sweets, your'e just to nice..
I can't afford to disappoint you in anyway..
Hmm..
Stay cheerful always.
Smilez:)

Monday, 5 May 2008

New

Today i learned that friendship really matters..
Although i could go faster and run alone, i ran with my good ol bestie, haikal..
Now i know how it feels like to achieve it yourself and to achieve it with a fren:)
Its been soo long since we really talk man..
Haha.
Yea did some catching up and stuffs..
Like though we're still in the same school, things aren't so beautiful now..
Time changed things..
And yea we're not that close anymore like when we were in sec school..
So yeaa..
What a nice run together, alongside with tim.
HAHA and first time you lasted whole 6 rounds.
Congrats kal..
I shall motivate and push you for your 2.4 Napha test timing:)
I run u chase..
HAHA 2.4 CATCHING as told by Mr Bernard Tan..

& Yup..
Sacrifices for a fren may seem worth it..
Waiting up for a friend for more than an hour pays off..
Haha aww and btw so nice of someone to wait for me:)
Waited after my PE just to see me?
HAHA i know lar its just to redeem your free berry oreo from me..
But still yaa..
Hehs and sry you had to go off alone without your frens..
My bad, my bad..
Hee.
Once again thx for the company just now?
Hahs..

Err ya what i talking..
K lar bye..

Thursday, 1 May 2008

Sian

haiz..
woke up early in the morning and went to mauluds at darul aman and kassim mosques..
not much ppl though bt still gatherings are abit too much?
not that i hate it but ppl here there everywhere just makes me sick..
oh bt got to meet ahemd syariff after so long..
go there dengar ceramah, baca doa solat zohor jamuan then went off..
my parents forced me to follow thou, or else i could be chatting online with someone i just got to know:)

haha..

after the thingy, went to kovan heartland mall with mother and look ard for new shoes, shirts, pants, cardigans, books and lastly bags..
i grabbed this IP zone brown casual shoes at only 26 bux..
quite cheap i sppose..
haha gt quite a number of nice shirts, pants and cardigans too elsewhere bt im always at tight budget or its just nt the right moment to get them..
haha and gt two to three nice brown backpacks at yellow shop selling from 30-40 bux..
quite cool and affordable in tht sense..
haha gt puma one oso bt dun think i want sports brand anymore..
but the yellow bag abit mat type i think..
so have doubts whether to buy it or not..
aiya just wait for my birthday i guess and see what my bro or frens would get me..
haha never ever hope coz i knw i nvr got anything frm anyone..
maybe its basically i myself heck care about birthdays and prolly no one knws whens mine..
hee XD

oh && btw im starting to hate school..
there's so much hwk, tutorials, assignments and tests and there's no fun in such a boring dead class of mine..
not that the ppl there are totally boring..
its just tht its not bonded at all and we lead our own lives and no one seem to notice each other outside..
they are also not loud, they are quiet and nvr talk to us, nvr speak up and stuffs..
there's just no class-environment thingy..

haiz..

so lil frens in sr, hw to survive..
and nt many are close ones..
just knw by names or just casual frens..
no one really there for u to support from the back in whatever u do to achieve success in it..
its like super save yourself kinda experience in sr..
ahh what crap im talking abt..
nvmm..

once again miss tk 4h 07 lots and hw i wish we all could be back in the gd ol times wen everyone's so nice and frenly to each other unlike here..

tsk..

there's no point la blabbering and ranting it all out when no one really read or listen or actually care abt it..
sucha waste of time..
my life's like abit wasted..
im so lost in this world..
without frens and family, what else is there to live life for?

love???
dont think there's any hope in it too..
who the heck notice my existence sia..
theres nobody who will look forward to me everyday..
HAHA.
who am i to anybody niwaes ryt?..
nothing.
just another number in the population i guess..
and i lost the person i used to like before.
seems like as if there's nobody else whom i could get close with..

maybe there's one, whom i dunno and she dunno me either..
bt prolly shes ignorant and likes somebody else or someone else likes her..
i wont stand a chance in any real friendship or relationship..
im like super hopeless and useless and everything u ever/nvr wanted me to become can..

haiz..
ihavenothingelsetolookfowardtoeveryday
why am i like this?
super pessimistic=(
pls enlighten me someone..
thx! :)
ps:(no one will bother.)

Saturday, 26 April 2008

Transition

The transition..




Saturday, 19 April 2008

Friends forever

What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?
Some people live and some people die.
But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...
That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...
If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALWAYS & FOREVER! ! !

ALONE?

I'm totally not myself nowadays, I'm not who i was, am and going to be,
I feel like I'm nobody now.
I don't feel myself anymore la.
I have no more life, a no-lifer in other words.
I'm sucha loner and loser now.

Yes i do have frens, new frens especially.
But its just not the same as last time, good old times.
Ive think I've lost all my frens since going to SRJC.
Things changes, people change too.
I don't mind if they are not schooling with me anymore but stay the same like before.
Like now don't think there's anybody who cared for me and are concern about my life and all.
There's no love in this new world.
Where is the love?
Everyone's so selfish or self-centered nowadays, even maybe myself then.
No I'm not saying my new frens don't care but the feeling's just different as i mentioned earlier.
Its like I'm so empty and lonely inside la..
It's just so hard when there's nothing left..

Miss the TK FAMILY AND FRENS AND ALL..
& I'm always left alone at home too..
Nobody to talk to and be there for me anymore.
My dads as usual come home late.
My bro is in NS and only comes home weekends, not even sometimes.
My mum always tired and sleeps early or watch TV herself. & Shes getting ill nowadays.
I'm scared for her health.
Dunno la..
The changes in life are too rapid.
Life sux now, or since forever, i hate my life..
Want you to know that, i miss you, i miss you so..
I miss almost everyone i ever knew before.
I miss, misss, missss, misssss my old friends.

Please someone help me, I'm dying here in front of you.
Just hoping to concentrate and do well in studies, graduate with a good qualification and secure a bright future.
Being pessimistic:
JUST FORGET EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ELSE.

Being optimistic:
OLD FRENS, PLEASE STAY OR COME BACK TO THIS LIFE.. DON'T LEAVE ME..ALL ALONE?
STUDY WELL SHAKUR! DON'T GIVE UP IN LIFE!

Bye.

Friday, 18 April 2008

Thursday, 17 April 2008

Monday, 14 April 2008

T2 WK4/5

OK so ya.
Never get into photography as expected even after appeals.
SO BLEARGHS..
Some more got one guy left the cca so now its like only 33 students inside.-.-
Nvmm.
Got aleem inside pub i happy already.
HAHA.

Moving on to more major stuffs such as PW!!!
Woah our seniors this year did quite well for their PW although only 7% from SRJC got A compared to MJC with 63%??
However the number of Bs and Cs has increased tremendously so job well done for SRJC..
&& also congrats to all my class retainees to attain B or C for their PW.
Now the pressure's on us, the new batch to improve our school standard and for our own good too..
Finale PI submission falls on this Friday and must hand in PI draft 4 tml for 1A09 ppl.

K now lets put PW aside and talk about the photog outing to Chinatown we all went.
Only haikal and khairul anwar didn't turn up from our clique.
HAHA..
It's kinda boring mainly due to the rain.
Photog outings shouldn't be that way ahh.
I should be more fun and take more real PHOTOS, not our own photos of the group, etc.
It's supposed to live my spirits up but it looks like it had disappoint me with the fact of moodiness of the rain.?
Unfortunately it stops when we our time was up at 1pm, wasting 3 whole hours doing nothing but slacking around, talking crap and eating at macs, walking aimlessly around the shops.
Nothing much.. ZZZ..
Btw most ppl looked quite overdress and not so casual.
Like I'm the only one wearing slippers.
Relax ahh.. Its not like go out to somewhere or what. Just a cca outing.
Like tim ah..
Alamak from head to toe look so outstanding and matching all.
LOL showing off with his new 'mat' bag and all.
WTV! HAHA JKJK!

& after that, we all went 'home' and took train to tampines.
Rafiqah walked home from interchange; tim, ridz, ismail & aleem went to play LAN for an hour while i made my way to dunman sec to play for ashburton soccer match against ex-dunman team.
Woohooo long time nvr meet them, my old frens..
Miss them ahh..
Like so much, like totally..
HAHA..
Miss their jokes and laughter and fun-ness.
Our old clique is much more fun than the new one.
But what to do, things change..
Just bare with it.
HAHA..
Yeah so met izhaq, kushank, haikal and followed by the rest later on.
So long nvr see them, some changed, some remained the same, like ME.
LOL ok no!
So btw we won a deserving match.
We still got the touch and team chemistry la sey..
HAHA. 9-6/7.. Nthg to be proud of actually but the fact of this means that its the start of something new?
LOL NVM..

& so today got back our PW PI draft 3 and mine was not bad, better than previous ones..
Then got geog DRQ test which is 14 marks.
Do-able but not so confident and nvr finish the last question, no time?
Then did malay compo finish but in the end nvr hand in.
OK SO THE REMAINING HWKS BASICALLY ARE GEOG ESSAY Q.2, PW PI DRAFT 4, GP Current.Affairs. Oral.Presentation, H1 MATHS TUTORIALS 1-4, H1 MATHS TEST ON TOPIC 1&2, GEOG ESSAY ASSIGNMENT.

P.E.=slack but still quite shagged.

Monday, 7 April 2008

CCA SUX

Today was okok day..
Started off with PW..
Got into our groups already.
Prasaanth's group the most suay.
Coz got Vel inside as well as Lilith.
Kayan ok lar for him..
HAHA..
AND so another quiet group is Hanif's group.
His group consits of all the chinese geog girls:michelle, Su Wan, Jia Hui, & Ching Fang.
My group should be the best and most fun and noisy to a certain extent.
This is cause of the presence of Tim, Priya, Cherie and Dina..
HAHA OH WELL BUT STILL MY OWN PI IS STILL AS BAD AS AN AE AND IM CATOGARIZED AS THE WEAKEST 5 IN THE CLASS TOGETHER WITH TIM, PRASAANTH, VEL AND DINA.
Actually our ideas are innovative, only that we are too lazy to do properly and we did last minute work..

Did GP during the 1.5 hrs break but didnt fully do it and nvr complete also.
GP quite boring la..
Then geog tutorial, got back our short lecture test.
HAHA thank god i passed.
Got 15/25 and our class did quite well with Ka Yan as high as 20 and Hanif with 19.
Lowest i think boderline pass/fail like 12/13..
Yar..
&& Woahh i nvr do geog essay and yet escaped.
But by tml must finish 2 essay questions for geog.
& The geog lecture surprisingly went quite fast today..

So yeah..
Wasted the first 30 mins during 1 hr lunch eating at good news cafe and talk crap session.
Started doing Malay Lit essay only after 2pm.
So yeah didnt manage to do even up to half as Malay was at 2.30pm.
HAIZ SO YEA DIDNT HAND UP 2 MALAY HWK, ONE IS LANGUAGE ANOTHER IS LIT..
By tml must hand in and MDM P got quite pissed-.-

After that was PE and we ran 15 rounds..
Woah actually its quite manageable ahh.
But quite tired also as i cycled home from school.

Ok so yar by tml 8am must hand in CCA appeal form.
So yar as you all know im appealing out of publications and into photography.
OK MY ROUGH REASONS WAS:

Photography is a reflection of reality, and as i have the passion and love for photography, i seek your co-operation to allocate me into it. I have some basic knowledge and background of photography.. I've also signed up for photog since day one and never missed any of the sessions.. Other people i know who didnt even sign up or go for the trials got into photog without having prior backgrd.. I thought the school should cater the students needs and wants and as i am also interested to become a professional photographer as well as enter the digital and filming world in the near future. So I really hope you would consider a place for me in the cca which only consists of 34 people.-.-

I know it's quite of a complain and crap and wth stuffs..
Haha but somehow i'm going to say most of those..
Oh and the edited version would be:

to me,photography depicts the reality & capturing every moment in life can be very meaningful and at the same time worthless.therefore,i'm appealing to enter this club since photography has been my forte and i'm very keen in learning new skills and tricks.i do have some basic informtion and knowledge on how to work the cameras and so i really hope that i can benefit alot from the club.
therefore,i really hope my appeal into this club is taken into consideration as i am interested in being a freelance photographer in the future thus all your efforts in passing down the knowledge to me won't be wasted.thank you for your attention.


Really hoping to get in cos there's like only 3 guys in publications and 22 total intake.
And i have no idea what the cca is all about and i have no friends there and i have no interest in writing at all and yar it's so not worth my time..
HAHA.. No offence ahh.
But yar.. & WTH they never accpet me to photog?
If they max the no of students per class in photog to 3 then i understand ah and i hate to say this but someone stole my place.
Maybe rafiqah? :p jkjk..
Yar but then if you look at publications, there's like 5 girls from 1a03 in it..
Bias and the system is so unrealiable?

Like for example, Khairul Anwar put shooting as first choice and got into it.
But from the trials, he didnt manage to be included in the club as he failed the trials i think.
And now the shooting teacher asked him to go look for other cca..
So yar he's gonna appeal into photog too i supposed and there goes my chance?
Like so unfair lar the system.
& Like didn't they read my name SHAKUR from the photogrpahers who are staying LIST!?
NVMMMMMMMM..

Saturday, 5 April 2008

PARADIGMA

Friday was a picture tells a thousand words.
With PARADIGMA as our group/band/clique name, it doesn't get any worse then that day's photo shoot session with rafiqah, azirah, shakur, tirmidzi, hanif, prasaanth..
OK WTV.. It's like so unnecessary sia all this madness pics..
HAHA.
So here are some of the photos taken on our emo day.