Slow things down or speed them up.

Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)

This Photograph Is Proof

yesterday was great but today was bad.
screw econs, screw exams, screw schools and our education system maybe?
they are ever disappointing and demoralizes you too..

Stop everything, start it all over
Remember more than you'd like to forget
Drop everything, start it all over
Remember more than you'd like to forget
Would you like to forget?
I know you know...

The right to write me off

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go...
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know...

ps:not now please, but not never as well? nvm

Change your mind

Hey, Hey
Did you ever think
There might be another way
To just feel better,
Just feel better about today...

If you want to be somebody else,
If you're tired of fighting battles with yourself
If you want to be somebody else
Change your mind...

M18 here we come..

Hey, hey!
Haha yesterday was a blast..
Thanks to all my friends and family for taking the trouble to celebrate my birthday in a good old fashion way, which is to blanja!
Hahah you guys really made my day:D
Sadly cant meet up with someone, apart from being 'there' for me.. HAHA(:

So yea went out at around 1.3o after zohor to have lunch with the whole family.
It was the first time after so long that we've finally got the time to sit down together and eat lunch as a family.
Very happy(: my dad treated us at selera pelangi restaurant or something, at Tanjong Katong Complex, if you all haven't heard of it before.

Then soon after singgah-ed the Singapore post center at paya lebar before dad had to meet up with his American friend, named Marcus who have just converted to Islam a few years back thanks to his guidance, i think?
Hahs so yea my bro followed them while my mum went home and i headed straight to tampines to meet my fellow srjc classmates:D
HAHA then saw Amira Begum at the entrance of Tampines One..
Was so shocked ah to see her..
Haha but her sisters basket ahh, nvmm. LOL

So yea after meeting tim, vanan and hanif, we walked around for awhile and went into a few nice2 new shops before leaving that new shoping center.
Didn't manage to explore it fully though there's nothing so grand about it?

Then we decided to go to the macs opposite kfc that one.
I wanted to buy ice cream, so i did get an oreo mcflurry.
Lo and behold, i didn't knew that my friends would treat me to a scrumptious dessert of 3 deliciously chocolate junkies from mc cafe.
I never saw that coming, really, since you guys didn't even mention anything about wanting to give me anything or something. haha
HAHA was shocked once again ahh that I've got to finish all that or else we're not allowed to leave.
(ps: sry ahh muker macm cine jepon slenge mane tah.. hahah)

Was quite glad ah they bought me all that for free at first but end up not finishing the chocolate muffin after gobbling up on the oreo cheescake and the darn good brownie.
Hahas thanks ahh korg ehh! How dare you all stuff me with all the junkies, and then force me to finish them up when I'm already fully full. LOL

Nah just kidding but really i meant thank you very much for that sweet treat and really sorry hanif, i just can't finish it up since had a heavy lunch before that mah.
Luckily you finish it up then so we can all make a move and call it a day.
Oh and i saw khalis too, he was siting a table next to mine?
Was really tiring but it's a very happy day both for me and everyone else who cared(:
Haha.

BUT ONE WHOLE DAY WASTED SPENDING TIME OUTSIDE, AND NO STUDYING DONE.
BAGOS eh next week mid years lei!
Went home also never do anything, just use the comp.
And right now I'm still stuck at the comp.
Got study break also for what eh, take a break from studying la! LOL-.-
Gosh somebody save me and help me to try to start revising at least?
Haaa, byee..

Legally Eighteen(:

Ohh! Thank you all for those whom wished me a Happy 18th Birthday weeks before, yesterday, just now, today, currently and maybe later?
Hahs

Hmm i would like to take this opportunity to name a few of those who mattered the most that could and would still remember this very special date.

So here's the list (in random order):
Syafiah, Mia, Syafiq Zohry, Izhaq, Fana, Eeqa, Dyla, Amira SR, Haris Jo, Amira TK, Rizwan TK, Prasaanth, Azie, Hanif, Izzatul Fia.

Sorry guys if i forgot to include your name in the list or totally missed you guys out.. Ive got bad memory. XD

Thanks once again for the lovely well wishes my beloved friends:D

Ohh and there's just so many things to come in the future i guess?
Haha(:

ouch and that hurts..
putting on the braces isn't painful at all,
but wearing it through just one day feels like forever..
i meant the pain comes when you try to eat or bite or chew on stuffs that's opposite of soft..
also, it feels rather uncomfortable, as in the way you have to open and close your mouth at times just to adjust the position to make it feel nicer..
ahh leceh ahh pakai braces..
but oh wells hafta straighten up my poor teeth or else it'll stay ugly..
haa..
niways next week's exam and

...and if my lungs still let me breathe, will you be there for me?

Its not hard to fall

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
SO COME ON COURAGE, TEACH ME TO BE SHY (when I'm already shy enough? good eh..)

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Gahhh life's so difficult nowadays in this modern life..
There's so many challenges ahead of us everyday..
The obstacles we face and overcome is getting too much of a burden for us to carry..
& what we have seen so far is nothing much compared to the others out there which we wouldn't ever know..
Hate the whole "brave new world" society..
Maybe I'm too afraid to face the real word out there..
& maybe I've not been living in the reality for quite a some time now.
and to add on to it,
too much unachievable dreams and living in the virtual world does not really help..
Oh wells, never mind.
Grr!

PS: i need that special someone to share my 'life' with please, even though maybe I'm a no-lifer and/or don't have a life-.-