Saturday, 26 April 2008
Saturday, 19 April 2008
Friends forever
What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?
Some people live and some people die.
But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...
That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...
If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALWAYS & FOREVER! ! !
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?
Some people live and some people die.
But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...
That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...
If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALWAYS & FOREVER! ! !
ALONE?
I'm totally not myself nowadays, I'm not who i was, am and going to be,
I feel like I'm nobody now.
I don't feel myself anymore la.
I have no more life, a no-lifer in other words.
I'm sucha loner and loser now.
Yes i do have frens, new frens especially.
But its just not the same as last time, good old times.
Ive think I've lost all my frens since going to SRJC.
Things changes, people change too.
I don't mind if they are not schooling with me anymore but stay the same like before.
Like now don't think there's anybody who cared for me and are concern about my life and all.
There's no love in this new world.
Where is the love?
Everyone's so selfish or self-centered nowadays, even maybe myself then.
No I'm not saying my new frens don't care but the feeling's just different as i mentioned earlier.
Its like I'm so empty and lonely inside la..
It's just so hard when there's nothing left..
Miss the TK FAMILY AND FRENS AND ALL..
& I'm always left alone at home too..
Nobody to talk to and be there for me anymore.
My dads as usual come home late.
My bro is in NS and only comes home weekends, not even sometimes.
My mum always tired and sleeps early or watch TV herself. & Shes getting ill nowadays.
I'm scared for her health.
Dunno la..
The changes in life are too rapid.
Life sux now, or since forever, i hate my life..
Want you to know that, i miss you, i miss you so..
I miss almost everyone i ever knew before.
I miss, misss, missss, misssss my old friends.
Please someone help me, I'm dying here in front of you.
Just hoping to concentrate and do well in studies, graduate with a good qualification and secure a bright future.
Being pessimistic:
JUST FORGET EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
Being optimistic:
OLD FRENS, PLEASE STAY OR COME BACK TO THIS LIFE.. DON'T LEAVE ME..ALL ALONE?
STUDY WELL SHAKUR! DON'T GIVE UP IN LIFE!
Bye.
I feel like I'm nobody now.
I don't feel myself anymore la.
I have no more life, a no-lifer in other words.
I'm sucha loner and loser now.
Yes i do have frens, new frens especially.
But its just not the same as last time, good old times.
Ive think I've lost all my frens since going to SRJC.
Things changes, people change too.
I don't mind if they are not schooling with me anymore but stay the same like before.
Like now don't think there's anybody who cared for me and are concern about my life and all.
There's no love in this new world.
Where is the love?
Everyone's so selfish or self-centered nowadays, even maybe myself then.
No I'm not saying my new frens don't care but the feeling's just different as i mentioned earlier.
Its like I'm so empty and lonely inside la..
It's just so hard when there's nothing left..
Miss the TK FAMILY AND FRENS AND ALL..
& I'm always left alone at home too..
Nobody to talk to and be there for me anymore.
My dads as usual come home late.
My bro is in NS and only comes home weekends, not even sometimes.
My mum always tired and sleeps early or watch TV herself. & Shes getting ill nowadays.
I'm scared for her health.
Dunno la..
The changes in life are too rapid.
Life sux now, or since forever, i hate my life..
Want you to know that, i miss you, i miss you so..
I miss almost everyone i ever knew before.
I miss, misss, missss, misssss my old friends.
Please someone help me, I'm dying here in front of you.
Just hoping to concentrate and do well in studies, graduate with a good qualification and secure a bright future.
Being pessimistic:
JUST FORGET EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
Being optimistic:
OLD FRENS, PLEASE STAY OR COME BACK TO THIS LIFE.. DON'T LEAVE ME..ALL ALONE?
STUDY WELL SHAKUR! DON'T GIVE UP IN LIFE!
Bye.
Friday, 18 April 2008
Thursday, 17 April 2008
Monday, 14 April 2008
T2 WK4/5
OK so ya.
Never get into photography as expected even after appeals.
SO BLEARGHS..
Some more got one guy left the cca so now its like only 33 students inside.-.-
Nvmm.
Got aleem inside pub i happy already.
HAHA.
Moving on to more major stuffs such as PW!!!
Woah our seniors this year did quite well for their PW although only 7% from SRJC got A compared to MJC with 63%??
However the number of Bs and Cs has increased tremendously so job well done for SRJC..
&& also congrats to all my class retainees to attain B or C for their PW.
Now the pressure's on us, the new batch to improve our school standard and for our own good too..
Finale PI submission falls on this Friday and must hand in PI draft 4 tml for 1A09 ppl.
K now lets put PW aside and talk about the photog outing to Chinatown we all went.
Only haikal and khairul anwar didn't turn up from our clique.
HAHA..
It's kinda boring mainly due to the rain.
Photog outings shouldn't be that way ahh.
I should be more fun and take more real PHOTOS, not our own photos of the group, etc.
It's supposed to live my spirits up but it looks like it had disappoint me with the fact of moodiness of the rain.?
Unfortunately it stops when we our time was up at 1pm, wasting 3 whole hours doing nothing but slacking around, talking crap and eating at macs, walking aimlessly around the shops.
Nothing much.. ZZZ..
Btw most ppl looked quite overdress and not so casual.
Like I'm the only one wearing slippers.
Relax ahh.. Its not like go out to somewhere or what. Just acca outing.
Like tim ah..
Alamak from head to toe look so outstanding and matching all.
LOL showing off with his new 'mat' bag and all.
WTV! HAHA JKJK!
& after that, we all went 'home' and took train to tampines.
Rafiqah walked home from interchange; tim, ridz, ismail & aleem went to play LAN for an hour while i made my way to dunman sec to play for ashburton soccer match against ex-dunman team.
Woohooo long time nvr meet them, my old frens..
Miss them ahh..
Like so much, like totally..
HAHA..
Miss their jokes and laughter and fun-ness.
Our old clique is much more fun than the new one.
But what to do, things change..
Just bare with it.
HAHA..
Yeah so met izhaq, kushank, haikal and followed by the rest later on.
So long nvr see them, some changed, some remained the same, like ME.
LOL ok no!
So btw we won a deserving match.
We still got the touch and team chemistry la sey..
HAHA. 9-6/7.. Nthg to be proud of actually but the fact of this means that its the start of something new?
LOL NVM..
& so today got back our PW PI draft 3 and mine was not bad, better than previous ones..
Then got geog DRQ test which is 14 marks.
Do-able but not so confident and nvr finish the last question, no time?
Then did malay compo finish but in the end nvr hand in.
OK SO THE REMAINING HWKS BASICALLY ARE GEOG ESSAY Q.2, PW PI DRAFT 4, GP Current.Affairs. Oral.Presentation, H1 MATHS TUTORIALS 1-4, H1 MATHS TEST ON TOPIC 1&2, GEOG ESSAY ASSIGNMENT.
P.E.=slack but still quite shagged.
Never get into photography as expected even after appeals.
SO BLEARGHS..
Some more got one guy left the cca so now its like only 33 students inside.-.-
Nvmm.
Got aleem inside pub i happy already.
HAHA.
Moving on to more major stuffs such as PW!!!
Woah our seniors this year did quite well for their PW although only 7% from SRJC got A compared to MJC with 63%??
However the number of Bs and Cs has increased tremendously so job well done for SRJC..
&& also congrats to all my class retainees to attain B or C for their PW.
Now the pressure's on us, the new batch to improve our school standard and for our own good too..
Finale PI submission falls on this Friday and must hand in PI draft 4 tml for 1A09 ppl.
K now lets put PW aside and talk about the photog outing to Chinatown we all went.
Only haikal and khairul anwar didn't turn up from our clique.
HAHA..
It's kinda boring mainly due to the rain.
Photog outings shouldn't be that way ahh.
I should be more fun and take more real PHOTOS, not our own photos of the group, etc.
It's supposed to live my spirits up but it looks like it had disappoint me with the fact of moodiness of the rain.?
Unfortunately it stops when we our time was up at 1pm, wasting 3 whole hours doing nothing but slacking around, talking crap and eating at macs, walking aimlessly around the shops.
Nothing much.. ZZZ..
Btw most ppl looked quite overdress and not so casual.
Like I'm the only one wearing slippers.
Relax ahh.. Its not like go out to somewhere or what. Just a
Like tim ah..
Alamak from head to toe look so outstanding and matching all.
LOL showing off with his new 'mat' bag and all.
WTV! HAHA JKJK!
& after that, we all went 'home' and took train to tampines.
Rafiqah walked home from interchange; tim, ridz, ismail & aleem went to play LAN for an hour while i made my way to dunman sec to play for ashburton soccer match against ex-dunman team.
Woohooo long time nvr meet them, my old frens..
Miss them ahh..
Like so much, like totally..
HAHA..
Miss their jokes and laughter and fun-ness.
Our old clique is much more fun than the new one.
But what to do, things change..
Just bare with it.
HAHA..
Yeah so met izhaq, kushank, haikal and followed by the rest later on.
So long nvr see them, some changed, some remained the same, like ME.
LOL ok no!
So btw we won a deserving match.
We still got the touch and team chemistry la sey..
HAHA. 9-6/7.. Nthg to be proud of actually but the fact of this means that its the start of something new?
LOL NVM..
& so today got back our PW PI draft 3 and mine was not bad, better than previous ones..
Then got geog DRQ test which is 14 marks.
Do-able but not so confident and nvr finish the last question, no time?
Then did malay compo finish but in the end nvr hand in.
OK SO THE REMAINING HWKS BASICALLY ARE GEOG ESSAY Q.2, PW PI DRAFT 4, GP Current.Affairs. Oral.Presentation, H1 MATHS TUTORIALS 1-4, H1 MATHS TEST ON TOPIC 1&2, GEOG ESSAY ASSIGNMENT.
P.E.=slack but still quite shagged.
Monday, 7 April 2008
CCA SUX
Today was okok day..
Started off with PW..
Got into our groups already.
Prasaanth's group the most suay.
Coz got Vel inside as well as Lilith.
Kayan ok lar for him..
HAHA..
AND so another quiet group is Hanif's group.
His group consits of all the chinese geog girls:michelle, Su Wan, Jia Hui, & Ching Fang.
My group should be the best and most fun and noisy to a certain extent.
This is cause of the presence of Tim, Priya, Cherie and Dina..
HAHA OH WELL BUT STILL MY OWN PI IS STILL AS BAD AS AN AE AND IM CATOGARIZED AS THE WEAKEST 5 IN THE CLASS TOGETHER WITH TIM, PRASAANTH, VEL AND DINA.
Actually our ideas are innovative, only that we are too lazy to do properly and we did last minute work..
Did GP during the 1.5 hrs break but didnt fully do it and nvr complete also.
GP quite boring la..
Then geog tutorial, got back our short lecture test.
HAHA thank god i passed.
Got 15/25 and our class did quite well with Ka Yan as high as 20 and Hanif with 19.
Lowest i think boderline pass/fail like 12/13..
Yar..
&& Woahh i nvr do geog essay and yet escaped.
But by tml must finish 2 essay questions for geog.
& The geog lecture surprisingly went quite fast today..
So yeah..
Wasted the first 30 mins during 1 hr lunch eating at good news cafe and talk crap session.
Started doing Malay Lit essay only after 2pm.
So yeah didnt manage to do even up to half as Malay was at 2.30pm.
HAIZ SO YEA DIDNT HAND UP 2 MALAY HWK, ONE IS LANGUAGE ANOTHER IS LIT..
By tml must hand in and MDM P got quite pissed-.-
After that was PE and we ran 15 rounds..
Woah actually its quite manageable ahh.
But quite tired also as i cycled home from school.
Ok so yar by tml 8am must hand in CCA appeal form.
So yar as you all know im appealing out of publications and into photography.
OK MY ROUGH REASONS WAS:
Photography is a reflection of reality, and as i have the passion and love for photography, i seek your co-operation to allocate me into it. I have some basic knowledge and background of photography.. I've also signed up for photog since day one and never missed any of the sessions.. Other people i know who didnt even sign up or go for the trials got into photog without having prior backgrd.. I thought the school should cater the students needs and wants and as i am also interested to become a professional photographer as well as enter the digital and filming world in the near future. So I really hope you would consider a place for me in the cca which only consists of 34 people.-.-
I know it's quite of a complain and crap and wth stuffs..
Haha but somehow i'm going to say most of those..
Oh and the edited version would be:
to me,photography depicts the reality & capturing every moment in life can be very meaningful and at the same time worthless.therefore,i'm appealing to enter this club since photography has been my forte and i'm very keen in learning new skills and tricks.i do have some basic informtion and knowledge on how to work the cameras and so i really hope that i can benefit alot from the club.
therefore,i really hope my appeal into this club is taken into consideration as i am interested in being a freelance photographer in the future thus all your efforts in passing down the knowledge to me won't be wasted.thank you for your attention.
Really hoping to get in cos there's like only 3 guys in publications and 22 total intake.
And i have no idea what the cca is all about and i have no friends there and i have no interest in writing at all and yar it's so not worth my time..
HAHA.. No offence ahh.
But yar.. & WTH they never accpet me to photog?
If they max the no of students per class in photog to 3 then i understand ah and i hate to say this but someone stole my place.
Maybe rafiqah? :p jkjk..
Yar but then if you look at publications, there's like 5 girls from 1a03 in it..
Bias and the system is so unrealiable?
Like for example, Khairul Anwar put shooting as first choice and got into it.
But from the trials, he didnt manage to be included in the club as he failed the trials i think.
And now the shooting teacher asked him to go look for other cca..
So yar he's gonna appeal into photog too i supposed and there goes my chance?
Like so unfair lar the system.
& Like didn't they read my name SHAKUR from the photogrpahers who are staying LIST!?
NVMMMMMMMM..
Started off with PW..
Got into our groups already.
Prasaanth's group the most suay.
Coz got Vel inside as well as Lilith.
Kayan ok lar for him..
HAHA..
AND so another quiet group is Hanif's group.
His group consits of all the chinese geog girls:michelle, Su Wan, Jia Hui, & Ching Fang.
My group should be the best and most fun and noisy to a certain extent.
This is cause of the presence of Tim, Priya, Cherie and Dina..
HAHA OH WELL BUT STILL MY OWN PI IS STILL AS BAD AS AN AE AND IM CATOGARIZED AS THE WEAKEST 5 IN THE CLASS TOGETHER WITH TIM, PRASAANTH, VEL AND DINA.
Actually our ideas are innovative, only that we are too lazy to do properly and we did last minute work..
Did GP during the 1.5 hrs break but didnt fully do it and nvr complete also.
GP quite boring la..
Then geog tutorial, got back our short lecture test.
HAHA thank god i passed.
Got 15/25 and our class did quite well with Ka Yan as high as 20 and Hanif with 19.
Lowest i think boderline pass/fail like 12/13..
Yar..
&& Woahh i nvr do geog essay and yet escaped.
But by tml must finish 2 essay questions for geog.
& The geog lecture surprisingly went quite fast today..
So yeah..
Wasted the first 30 mins during 1 hr lunch eating at good news cafe and talk crap session.
Started doing Malay Lit essay only after 2pm.
So yeah didnt manage to do even up to half as Malay was at 2.30pm.
HAIZ SO YEA DIDNT HAND UP 2 MALAY HWK, ONE IS LANGUAGE ANOTHER IS LIT..
By tml must hand in and MDM P got quite pissed-.-
After that was PE and we ran 15 rounds..
Woah actually its quite manageable ahh.
But quite tired also as i cycled home from school.
Ok so yar by tml 8am must hand in CCA appeal form.
So yar as you all know im appealing out of publications and into photography.
OK MY ROUGH REASONS WAS:
Photography is a reflection of reality, and as i have the passion and love for photography, i seek your co-operation to allocate me into it. I have some basic knowledge and background of photography.. I've also signed up for photog since day one and never missed any of the sessions.. Other people i know who didnt even sign up or go for the trials got into photog without having prior backgrd.. I thought the school should cater the students needs and wants and as i am also interested to become a professional photographer as well as enter the digital and filming world in the near future. So I really hope you would consider a place for me in the cca which only consists of 34 people.-.-
I know it's quite of a complain and crap and wth stuffs..
Haha but somehow i'm going to say most of those..
Oh and the edited version would be:
to me,photography depicts the reality & capturing every moment in life can be very meaningful and at the same time worthless.therefore,i'm appealing to enter this club since photography has been my forte and i'm very keen in learning new skills and tricks.i do have some basic informtion and knowledge on how to work the cameras and so i really hope that i can benefit alot from the club.
therefore,i really hope my appeal into this club is taken into consideration as i am interested in being a freelance photographer in the future thus all your efforts in passing down the knowledge to me won't be wasted.thank you for your attention.
Really hoping to get in cos there's like only 3 guys in publications and 22 total intake.
And i have no idea what the cca is all about and i have no friends there and i have no interest in writing at all and yar it's so not worth my time..
HAHA.. No offence ahh.
But yar.. & WTH they never accpet me to photog?
If they max the no of students per class in photog to 3 then i understand ah and i hate to say this but someone stole my place.
Maybe rafiqah? :p jkjk..
Yar but then if you look at publications, there's like 5 girls from 1a03 in it..
Bias and the system is so unrealiable?
Like for example, Khairul Anwar put shooting as first choice and got into it.
But from the trials, he didnt manage to be included in the club as he failed the trials i think.
And now the shooting teacher asked him to go look for other cca..
So yar he's gonna appeal into photog too i supposed and there goes my chance?
Like so unfair lar the system.
& Like didn't they read my name SHAKUR from the photogrpahers who are staying LIST!?
NVMMMMMMMM..
Saturday, 5 April 2008
PARADIGMA
Friday was a picture tells a thousand words.
With PARADIGMA as our group/band/clique name, it doesn't get any worse then that day's photo shoot session with rafiqah, azirah, shakur, tirmidzi, hanif, prasaanth..
OK WTV.. It's like so unnecessary sia all this madness pics..
HAHA.
So here are some of the photos taken on our emo day.
With PARADIGMA as our group/band/clique name, it doesn't get any worse then that day's photo shoot session with rafiqah, azirah, shakur, tirmidzi, hanif, prasaanth..
OK WTV.. It's like so unnecessary sia all this madness pics..
HAHA.
So here are some of the photos taken on our emo day.
Thursday, 3 April 2008
Emote
DAME IT LARR SEYYY...
GOT INTO PUBLICATIONS..
LIKE OMG..
WTH LA LIKE THAT..
IVE GONE TO A SCHOOL OF REJECTS.
FIRST KENA REJECTED FOR SUBJ COMBI.
NOW CCA..
BOOHHOOOO TSK HMPH PFFTT..
WAS SO EMO LA JUST NOW DURG BREAKS..
HAIZ THERE GOES ALL MY INTEREST AND HOPES TO BE A PROFESSIONAL PHOTOGRAPHER ESPCIALLY WITH ALL MY FRIENDS IN PHOTOGRPAHIC SOCIETY..
LIFE IS JUST SSO SUPER UNFAIR WHEN YOU DONT GET WHAT YOU WANT...
LIKE ALL THE REST GOT INTO IT BT I DIDNT..
LIKE ALL THOSE I ASKED TO AND ENCOURAGED AND INVITED TO JOIN ME IN FOR PHOTOG, BUT IM THE ONE LEFT OUT..
LIKE IVE BOUGHT ALL THE NESSECARRY STUFFS FOR THIS BELOVED CCA..
AND ITS ALL GONE TO WASTE!
THE WORSE IS THOSE WHO NVR WENT FOR TRIALS GOT IN AND I WENT FOR TWICE CONSECUTIVELY NVR GOT INTO IT..
K NO I DONT REALLY MIND GO FOR PUBLICATIONS BUT WHATS THE REASON WHY IM NOT CHOSEN FOR PHOTOG WHILE OTHERS WHO NEVER EVEN WENT IN GOT!?!?!
I ONLY NEED TO KNOW THE RATIONALE AND REASONS.
THATS ALL..
IF ITS RANDOMLY CHOSEN THEN I WONT 4GIV THEM..
CHEESSEEEBUNZZZ..
AZRI AHH TYCO..
HAHA..
HAIZ..
NVM..
PROBLEMS AFTER PROBLEMS..
THERE'S ALWAYS A REASON BEHIND EVERYTHING I GUESS:((((
OH2 AND BTW THX TO ALEEM AND ISMAIL AND RAFIQAH AND AZIRAH AND HANIF AND TIM FOR THE SUPPORT..
APPRECIATE IT MUCH:))
ON THE BRIGHTER NOTE, THE PUB'S SLACK TOO.
SAME DAY AND TIME AS PHOTOG I THINK.
THOUGH NO INTEREST BT STILL ITS LIKE A VERY ULU CCA WHERENOBODY IN IT.
SO JUST HAVE TO BE LOW PROFILE WHILE THE PHOTOGRPAHERS HAVE FUN:(
NVMM
LUCKILY I KNW ONE PERSON WHO APPLIED FOR PHOTOG BUT GT PUB OSO.
WENDY, GO APPEAL TOGETHER KAY???:D
SURPRISINGLY TODAY LESSONS WAS QUIET FUN I SUPPOSED.
LIKE GP WATCHED A REALITY VIDEO AND MALAY WAS WOAHH...
MALAY MADE MY DAY..
KECOHNESS..
ABT DRAMA AND STATISTICS AND ALL.
AFTER MALAY PERIOD WAS MORE CHAOS LAA..
ALL STAND OUTSIDE CLASS MAKE NOISE LIKE SMALL KIDS PLAYING AROUND AND WANTING TO TAKE GROUP PHOTO LAR & SO ON..
BUT ENDED UP WASTING TIME LEPAK-ING A WHILE..
ONI THE 6 OF US FROM OUR USUAL CLIQUE TOOK THE GROUP PHOTO..
PRASAAN, TIM, IQA, AZIE, SHAK, HANIF.
DINA, SYAFIQAH, NURUL AND FARIS WENT OFF FIRST..
VANAN WAS OUR PHOTOGRAPHER..
HAHA QUIET A EMO YET FUN DAY-.-
BUT ONCE AGAIN I FEEL SO LONELY AT HOME COMPARED TO THOSE GOOD HEARTED FRIENDS' COMPANY IN SCHOOL..
HAIZ..
LIFE'S SUCHA SUCKER..
LIKE SERIOUSLY..
NTHG GOES ACCORDING TO PLAN AND PLAN GOES TO NOTHING..
DAILY/USUAL PROBLEMS: FAMILY, SOCIAL, RELATIONSHIPS, FRIENDS..
GOT INTO PUBLICATIONS..
LIKE OMG..
WTH LA LIKE THAT..
IVE GONE TO A SCHOOL OF REJECTS.
FIRST KENA REJECTED FOR SUBJ COMBI.
NOW CCA..
BOOHHOOOO TSK HMPH PFFTT..
WAS SO EMO LA JUST NOW DURG BREAKS..
HAIZ THERE GOES ALL MY INTEREST AND HOPES TO BE A PROFESSIONAL PHOTOGRAPHER ESPCIALLY WITH ALL MY FRIENDS IN PHOTOGRPAHIC SOCIETY..
LIFE IS JUST SSO SUPER UNFAIR WHEN YOU DONT GET WHAT YOU WANT...
LIKE ALL THE REST GOT INTO IT BT I DIDNT..
LIKE ALL THOSE I ASKED TO AND ENCOURAGED AND INVITED TO JOIN ME IN FOR PHOTOG, BUT IM THE ONE LEFT OUT..
LIKE IVE BOUGHT ALL THE NESSECARRY STUFFS FOR THIS BELOVED CCA..
AND ITS ALL GONE TO WASTE!
THE WORSE IS THOSE WHO NVR WENT FOR TRIALS GOT IN AND I WENT FOR TWICE CONSECUTIVELY NVR GOT INTO IT..
K NO I DONT REALLY MIND GO FOR PUBLICATIONS BUT WHATS THE REASON WHY IM NOT CHOSEN FOR PHOTOG WHILE OTHERS WHO NEVER EVEN WENT IN GOT!?!?!
I ONLY NEED TO KNOW THE RATIONALE AND REASONS.
THATS ALL..
IF ITS RANDOMLY CHOSEN THEN I WONT 4GIV THEM..
CHEESSEEEBUNZZZ..
AZRI AHH TYCO..
HAHA..
HAIZ..
NVM..
PROBLEMS AFTER PROBLEMS..
THERE'S ALWAYS A REASON BEHIND EVERYTHING I GUESS:((((
OH2 AND BTW THX TO ALEEM AND ISMAIL AND RAFIQAH AND AZIRAH AND HANIF AND TIM FOR THE SUPPORT..
APPRECIATE IT MUCH:))
ON THE BRIGHTER NOTE, THE PUB'S SLACK TOO.
SAME DAY AND TIME AS PHOTOG I THINK.
THOUGH NO INTEREST BT STILL ITS LIKE A VERY ULU CCA WHERENOBODY IN IT.
SO JUST HAVE TO BE LOW PROFILE WHILE THE PHOTOGRPAHERS HAVE FUN:(
NVMM
LUCKILY I KNW ONE PERSON WHO APPLIED FOR PHOTOG BUT GT PUB OSO.
WENDY, GO APPEAL TOGETHER KAY???:D
SURPRISINGLY TODAY LESSONS WAS QUIET FUN I SUPPOSED.
LIKE GP WATCHED A REALITY VIDEO AND MALAY WAS WOAHH...
MALAY MADE MY DAY..
KECOHNESS..
ABT DRAMA AND STATISTICS AND ALL.
AFTER MALAY PERIOD WAS MORE CHAOS LAA..
ALL STAND OUTSIDE CLASS MAKE NOISE LIKE SMALL KIDS PLAYING AROUND AND WANTING TO TAKE GROUP PHOTO LAR & SO ON..
BUT ENDED UP WASTING TIME LEPAK-ING A WHILE..
ONI THE 6 OF US FROM OUR USUAL CLIQUE TOOK THE GROUP PHOTO..
PRASAAN, TIM, IQA, AZIE, SHAK, HANIF.
DINA, SYAFIQAH, NURUL AND FARIS WENT OFF FIRST..
VANAN WAS OUR PHOTOGRAPHER..
HAHA QUIET A EMO YET FUN DAY-.-
BUT ONCE AGAIN I FEEL SO LONELY AT HOME COMPARED TO THOSE GOOD HEARTED FRIENDS' COMPANY IN SCHOOL..
HAIZ..
LIFE'S SUCHA SUCKER..
LIKE SERIOUSLY..
NTHG GOES ACCORDING TO PLAN AND PLAN GOES TO NOTHING..
DAILY/USUAL PROBLEMS: FAMILY, SOCIAL, RELATIONSHIPS, FRIENDS..
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