Saturday, 17 May 2008

type

A funny animation i found in you tube.
It's so kekek ah.
HAHA.
But music's nice.
Like duh!
It's typecast.

(The band someone kutok-ed.
Saying it sux and all.
When he only has listened to one song and viewed one music video.
But act as if he knows and listens to all of the song already.
By saying the singer's ugly? It shows how much you don't know about them.
It's cos they are Philippines bodoh!)

Sorry TIM for writing all this but seriously, please do your research first, a thorough one preferably, before saying the type of music and band i listen to sux.
"It's only good for EMOs." OK i get it. Chill ah.
& it's like your songs all are so "fake" ah.
It's so mainstream/pop-ish and well-known.
Not so original.
It's not like you found out yourself.
It's like only when people recommend you or when you saw the videos in *someone's*
blog.
Oh and at least I don't hate the bands you prefer, maybe dislike but it's just that i don't want to listen to them can?
Thanks.
HAHA.

No offence though.
Just wanna teach you some knowledge and shut you up when it comes to appreciation of music skills and talents;
It's not just the voice/vocals, looks or rhythm of songs but more of the guitars, drums and bass.

Peace out!
Have fun XD

Thursday, 15 May 2008

Hates

Hating arrogant people and posers too.
Irritating, annoying, looking down on people and acting big.
Seeking attention when they already have the spotlight being a "high" profile person.
Nvm.

Oh & I won't ever let this go.
I don't wanna let you go.
Can that be a promise?

You said hi,
You wanted to talk about,
The things that you should know.
I never meant to run or hide,
I just didnt think it was time for you to know.
I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose.


So where do we go from here?

You know me well,
you know it's wrong.
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles.
It won't fool me,
cause you already did.

Wednesday, 14 May 2008

Best i ever had

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up;
These are the best days of our lives;
The only thing that matters is just following your heart;
And eventually, you'll finally get it right.

Thank you for everything, everything i ever wished for or even never wished for.
There's too many things i have to thank you for.
Those gifts were just too good to be true.
Appreciate it truck loads, just like how our friendship's being appreciated.
I shall treasure it deeply just like how i treasure you.
Coz you always left me speechless & dumbfounded.

The best i ever had.
It was the best i ever had.
You're the best i ever had.

=D
Love Shakur.

Monday, 12 May 2008

Emo

Oh and you wanna know why i must be emo?
Lol cause happiness is short-lived and can't be long.
While sadness is forever.
Optimistic can only get to your short-term goal.
But pessimistic gets to a long-term goal.
Haha.
Nvm..
Being a saddist n sacarstic is also another cool split-personality.
It's the extreme.
=X

Napha

A bad and good day.
So tired and sleepy right now.
But still havent study for tml's h2 econs lecture essay test and h1 maths test.
Bad thing is that had 3 tests, GP compre, Malay karangan and NAPHA test.
Good thing is that i managed to get 3As for NAPHA and got a D for my "weakest" which was Standing Broad Jump.
Bad thing is that how the heck can anyone fail sit and reach. LOL!
So unexpected and the it wasn't accurate lar..
The thing was like so far away from me.
Tsk.
& yea even if i could do 2 pull-up, it's still an E which means no more silver.
Haiz..
It's just so hard to achieve 3As but still fail overall.
9.57 mins for 2.4km, 9.7 secs for shuttle run(it was slippery) and 45 for sit ups.
Hmph..
So sad..
HAHA..
But yea had a great time after school..
Hehs..
Just can't wait to get that new bag, just like yours?
Lols:D

Sunday, 11 May 2008

Sorry


Haiz mistakes after mistakes.
I'm at fault again i guess.
Misunderstandings inevitable.

That mistakes was gold.
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not sure;
Getting off my chest, the story ends.

Please stop seeking attention la ppl.
Don't make a huge fuss out of it, as if there's something going on.
We're not even anything can.
We're nothing yet lei-.-
Stop it lar sey, all this profile thingy.
Can we stay unknown, low profile and in our own world somewhere only we know.
Nobody need to know right and don't let everyone know can.

Pretense and ignorance.

& all of you, please expect nothing out of me..
Don't expect much from me.
I'm nothing of what you expected.
I'm nothing more than you can ever expect.

I'm hopeless and afraid in giving hopes.
But i think you're giving hopes.
Hopes just dangles on a string.
I've gave in but now i feel like giving up.
I've failed to plan, now im planning to fail.
It's getting more clueless and confusing the life we lead to.
We have to take things slowly, step by step, one step at a time.
Give it time, time will heal and prevent anyone from getting hurt.

We shall put this to a halt and let's concentrate on school, studies, mid yrs and promos and PW and nth else i guess.
It's freaky, scary and risky to plunge and dive right into such things.
Everybody, let's stay as just friends and maintain a healthy lifestyle and relationship.
HAHA. =D

Note to self:
Sorry I'm Sorry I'm sorry;
Don't treat me, I'm to blame;
Don't treat me like I ever accused you.

Its not over

Tsk why do ppl take things for granted, including myself.

My bro's sucha nice and kind hearted person.
Just that i was blind enough to recognize his own uniqueness.
Miss him la nowadays.
Hmph we're not living like how we're supposed to live.

You're too nice for me to be nice with you.

Boohoo.

& I'm like living in my own world.
Nobody notice whats going through here.

Never ending emo-shit.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart;
Don't say this won't last forever;
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart;
Don't tell me that we will never be together;
We could be, over and over;
We could be, forever.
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over;
Unless you let it take you;
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over;
Unless you let it break you;
It's not over.

Haiz nvm.
Dunno what i crapping.
Haha.

Saturday, 10 May 2008

PW

PW's a sickening waste of time..
Hope you're happy..
Err..
Ya..

Thursday, 8 May 2008

Tsk

Im so sick and tired of this world..
Tsk its just so hard..
I tried so hard but yet i get nothing from it.
I think im giving up.
As usual a nobody deserved the worst.
And thats me la..
Im not even sure why i did that for that someone.
Its not like we're even close.
Its not like there's an obvious answer to us.
Its not like they care.
I just wasted my evening just like that, alone..
But still the person gave me hope i supposed.
My bad, my bad..
Sorry for this over-ranting but when you say goodnight didnt you mean goodbye?
Just forget about it, apologized, peace.
Bye then..

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

Sweets, your'e just to nice..
I can't afford to disappoint you in anyway..
Hmm..
Stay cheerful always.
Smilez:)

Monday, 5 May 2008

New

Today i learned that friendship really matters..
Although i could go faster and run alone, i ran with my good ol bestie, haikal..
Now i know how it feels like to achieve it yourself and to achieve it with a fren:)
Its been soo long since we really talk man..
Haha.
Yea did some catching up and stuffs..
Like though we're still in the same school, things aren't so beautiful now..
Time changed things..
And yea we're not that close anymore like when we were in sec school..
So yeaa..
What a nice run together, alongside with tim.
HAHA and first time you lasted whole 6 rounds.
Congrats kal..
I shall motivate and push you for your 2.4 Napha test timing:)
I run u chase..
HAHA 2.4 CATCHING as told by Mr Bernard Tan..

& Yup..
Sacrifices for a fren may seem worth it..
Waiting up for a friend for more than an hour pays off..
Haha aww and btw so nice of someone to wait for me:)
Waited after my PE just to see me?
HAHA i know lar its just to redeem your free berry oreo from me..
But still yaa..
Hehs and sry you had to go off alone without your frens..
My bad, my bad..
Hee.
Once again thx for the company just now?
Hahs..

Err ya what i talking..
K lar bye..

Thursday, 1 May 2008

Sian

haiz..
woke up early in the morning and went to mauluds at darul aman and kassim mosques..
not much ppl though bt still gatherings are abit too much?
not that i hate it but ppl here there everywhere just makes me sick..
oh bt got to meet ahemd syariff after so long..
go there dengar ceramah, baca doa solat zohor jamuan then went off..
my parents forced me to follow thou, or else i could be chatting online with someone i just got to know:)

haha..

after the thingy, went to kovan heartland mall with mother and look ard for new shoes, shirts, pants, cardigans, books and lastly bags..
i grabbed this IP zone brown casual shoes at only 26 bux..
quite cheap i sppose..
haha gt quite a number of nice shirts, pants and cardigans too elsewhere bt im always at tight budget or its just nt the right moment to get them..
haha and gt two to three nice brown backpacks at yellow shop selling from 30-40 bux..
quite cool and affordable in tht sense..
haha gt puma one oso bt dun think i want sports brand anymore..
but the yellow bag abit mat type i think..
so have doubts whether to buy it or not..
aiya just wait for my birthday i guess and see what my bro or frens would get me..
haha never ever hope coz i knw i nvr got anything frm anyone..
maybe its basically i myself heck care about birthdays and prolly no one knws whens mine..
hee XD

oh && btw im starting to hate school..
there's so much hwk, tutorials, assignments and tests and there's no fun in such a boring dead class of mine..
not that the ppl there are totally boring..
its just tht its not bonded at all and we lead our own lives and no one seem to notice each other outside..
they are also not loud, they are quiet and nvr talk to us, nvr speak up and stuffs..
there's just no class-environment thingy..

haiz..

so lil frens in sr, hw to survive..
and nt many are close ones..
just knw by names or just casual frens..
no one really there for u to support from the back in whatever u do to achieve success in it..
its like super save yourself kinda experience in sr..
ahh what crap im talking abt..
nvmm..

once again miss tk 4h 07 lots and hw i wish we all could be back in the gd ol times wen everyone's so nice and frenly to each other unlike here..

tsk..

there's no point la blabbering and ranting it all out when no one really read or listen or actually care abt it..
sucha waste of time..
my life's like abit wasted..
im so lost in this world..
without frens and family, what else is there to live life for?

love???
dont think there's any hope in it too..
who the heck notice my existence sia..
theres nobody who will look forward to me everyday..
HAHA.
who am i to anybody niwaes ryt?..
nothing.
just another number in the population i guess..
and i lost the person i used to like before.
seems like as if there's nobody else whom i could get close with..

maybe there's one, whom i dunno and she dunno me either..
bt prolly shes ignorant and likes somebody else or someone else likes her..
i wont stand a chance in any real friendship or relationship..
im like super hopeless and useless and everything u ever/nvr wanted me to become can..

haiz..
ihavenothingelsetolookfowardtoeveryday
why am i like this?
super pessimistic=(
pls enlighten me someone..
thx! :)
ps:(no one will bother.)